Chapter 11

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"Never give up on a dream just because of the tome it will take to accomplish it. The time will pass anyway."
~Earl Nightingale
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His soft lips pressed against mine and I couldn't help but move mine in sync with his.  The feeling brought sparks to fly all over my body and out of my lips.

A coldness spread through my lower back.

I felt his cold hands press on my lower back, pulling me closer to him. My small cold hands pressed against his body for warmth, I just wanted his warmth.

"We have to go." Phoenix said breathlessly. I shook my head and pulled his face to mine with my hands. My lips pressed against his, gently kissing him.

My heart sank and my legs grew weak in his arms.

"We have to go." He said as the late bell rang. I shook my head and pulled his face to mine again, licking his lips as he opened his.

This is actually happen. Oh my god. I love this feeling. I'm in love.

My tongue went inside of his mouth and I explored every part of his mouth, my hands tugged on his hair, wanting every part of him. Wanting to please him.

He used his hands and shook his head, laughing as he tugged my hands away from his face.

I finally opened my eyes and looked up at him in desperation. He laughed and shook his head. A smirk played on his lips.

"You need to chill, slow remember." He said kissing me. I moaned and pulled his body closer. Slow for him is never for me. I want him right now not in a few months when we "get to know each other better." I want to get to know him while he's pleasuring me and I'm pleasing him.

"But I need you." I begged looking up at him. My big blue eyes wide.

"You need to talk about what's happening." He said firmly pulling away. I sighed and looked down at my clothes, fixing it up. My hands were shaking as I attempted to put on the first button.

Phoenix sighed and started to dress me, I rolled my eyes looking up at him. "This is your fault for wanting to touch my body."

He laughed, picking up the sweater vest from the floor and slipping it on me. I sighed and looked up at him, then down at the little problem I had in my pants.

"What am I going to do about this?" I asked flustered but confident at the same time. Phoenix sighed and grabbed my hand, pulling me out of the school library bathroom and to the streets.

He dragged me to the bar he usually hangs out in, Damian and Carter are home and we don't really go to his house. He says that his parents are drug addicts.

He unlocked the door and pulled me inside, closing the door.

I turned around to face him and felt the lust wash over my eyes. God, I want him and all his badass glory.

My body merged with his as I forced him onto me, he pushed me against the bar wall and started to kiss me.

Doubts came to my mind for a second.

"What if the gang comes?" I asked throwing off my sweater vest and started to unbutton his uniform shirt. He let out a deep chuckle, the sparks flew everywhere.

"Don't worry about that." He said looking at my face. My eyes scanned over his, taking in every part of his god like physic.

His grey eyes looked more intense, filled with lust as his eyes lowered and looked down at my body.

My hot, warm, to much blood in a certain area body.

"Just do it already." I said pulling at his tie to make his face towards me. My mind was running on two thoughts per half second.

No doubts crossed my mind.

I think I love him, full on.

Not just because I have a hard on.

"God. Are you c-comfortable?." He said as he pulled off his shirt. I placed my lips on his neck and down to his chest, crouching lower and lower until I got to his pants. I nodded and looked up at him.

"What do I do?" I asked knowing he was getting pleasure from my kisses all over his body. He groaned and started to undo his pants as I looked up at him.

I just want to pleasure him and love him and do everything with him. I want him to be the person to pleasure me. I want him to love me and protect me. I want him. I want Phoenix so bad. So bad it hurts.

"Just try your best." The experienced person said. I looked up at Phoenix, red, god I hate being so inexperienced.

I nodded and started to pull down his pants and underwear. He ran his hand threw my hair.

My mouth kissed him as my hands ran along his lower back.

"What the fuck?" A deep familiar voice said. I looked up and saw him.

Eric.
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