Her Worst Nightmare. (EDITING IN PROGRESS)

Broken Skin

~Kizzie~

I Wish I Was Blind

Waiting, debating

Contemplating.

On whether or not I

Should be saying.

They took one thing

I can never get back.

It just goes to show

The real man they lack.

Trust was a thing

Someone gave to them,

Not knowing the monsters they

hid within.

I lay down for sleep

As I usually do.

Knowing the moment is coming,

When they finally break through.

I'm hurt and

I'm bleeding.

There laughing,

Ignoring my pleading.

Do they care?

Does it bother them?

Knowing there was more than one thing

They put inside me

Other than grim.

In my mind..

Three years have passed

And I am still perturbed,

By the mess they left,

All things in my world are disturbed.

Just thinking they’re out there

With some other girl.

She's probably so scared.

It makes me want to hurl.

I have many bruises,

I have several scars.

But taking my virginity,

Was like taking my heart.

Why would they do this?

What did I do?

I can’t take my mind off of them.

I don't know how to.

Picture perfect memories,

Are not the images I see.

When I look back and think

Of a younger me.

I see all those faces

Flash in my mind

Smiling there ugly smiles,

I wish I was blind...

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~Kizzie~