Seduced by the king into submission

Chapter. IV.

I only realised mum packed my stuff away when I was about to do so myself..' Everything was ready except myself '

Did Eric know? What would they tell the twins about my sudden leave? ' Sudden? Is it? Only to me maybe '.. What about John? Did he know? He's so bad at keeping secrets that I would be amazed if he did know.

I'll really miss him, and I feel so bad leaving like this without telling him but how can I?
I can't just be like 'hey, guess what I'm leaving to get married to a guy', or better 'you know what? I've just been fucked by my soon to be husband and I'm leaving to marry him'
I know it's ridiculous to be sitting here dwelling on weither I should tell him or not because he will eventually know..

The question is, do I want to be the one telling him or not.

Frankly speaking I just can't find the courage to inform him right now despite him being my best friend.

And I know people would find me a jackass not being able to confide to my friend but I just can't.... at least not right now.

I sighted, glancing at my bedroom maybe for the last time?

So many questions! And no answers...
I just grabbed my small bag and went out..

I knew my parents eyes were watching me but I just couldn't look at them after what happened in that room.
I heard them coming toward me and just froze there..

Mum  took my cheeks in her palms, lifting my head so I would meet her eyes

"Baby, always have your head high no matter what! Don't blame yourself for what happened! We will always be proud of you honey! No matter what"

"B.. But mum.. I sham.. "

"Shh you've cried enough today honey! Remember what I told you earlier?  No matter what happens we will always love you! We are so proud of you! " she said hugging me.

"Family hug" dad said before joining in

"Baby you can always come to mommy remember that!" She said smiling

" don't forget to come visit sometimes son"

"I'm so happy you don't hate me! " I said sobbing

" we're so lucky to have you as our son!  I just prayed everyday you wouldn't come to hate us because we were letting you go"

"Mum stop crying, you too dad! I could never hate you! Of course I'll come visit sometimes this is still my home! Now stop crying or I won't be able to just walk away from you! "

"S.. Sorry son" dad said wiping down his tears

"Jeez didn't know dad was such a crybaby mum" she laughed

"I bet you didn't!, right darling" she said pinching his cheek

" I have to go, please just stay here,  don't walk me out.. Tell them I love them" I said referring to my brothers

"I love you both too" I said walking to the door.. I heard mum trying to suppress her sobbing but just opened the door closing it behind me.. A last glance to my little home and I was gone...
                       
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The ride was silent, I was looking out of the limo's window seeing only darkness engulf us.. My ass was sore and I feft so drained... Just wanting my bed
I took out my phone out of my pocket and decided to text John

'Hey lazy ass what are you doing? '
He relied almost instantly

'Mann just fucking your sister'

'Your dick's too small for that so calm down' I replied with a smirk

"Who are you texting?" The prince asked and I felt really annoyed, I mean I know he is going to be my husband and all but right now he wasn't and there he was already showing signs of possessiveness..

"No one" I said ignoring his intense stare as I continued texting my friend

'John.. ' 

I sent sensing sadness taking over, I never call him by his name and he knew it. And he sensed something was wrong as the best friend he was to me..

'Man you're creeping me out, what happened? '

Hesitantly, my fingers typed the words I was dreading

'I'm getting married... '

And he instantly replied

'Man, I'm being serious here so stop joking and just spill it'

Well wasn't surprised buy his response, even I would have taken it as a joke

'I'm getting married to a guy.. '

'Just stop bullshiting me!'

'I'm not.. '

'The hell! Coming over man! Be there in 5!'

'Already le..

I couldn't finish tipping the text as my phone was suddenly snatched away from me. I jumped in surprise looking up to to see the prince now sitting next to me my phone in hand.

"What are you doing!? " I yelled angrily

"Watch your tone! " he said sternly as his eyes shone in the darkness of the car like a predator watching its prey.
I shivered and shrugged away into the corner.

"I was just texting my friend, are you going to take that away from me too? "I said my head low

"You don't need anything else except me and our future family"

I couldn't take it anymore, I just started sobbing feeling so powerless, I now wished for my freedom so badly but I was trapped by him, by the curse..

"J.. Just please let me go, you can have any women you want to bear your child, why me? A boy! I could never bear children for you, you could never have a heir" I cried out looking up at him with pleading eyes even though I was sure he couldn't see it
The light in his eyes were now gone.

"Why do you think I pulled out? " he said his eyes locking into mine

I felt my cheek heat up remembering the feeling of him pulling out of me and his hot fluid spilling on my skin. I looked away.

"You can put your mind at ease, you will bear my child. You're as fertile as any women of your clan. "

"W.. What do you mean? " i said confused, wiping away the tears that now stopped due to the shock

"That by your first heat I would have already gotten you pregnant with our first child"