legends ; ryden

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legends ; 11

ryan was nervously biting his lip as he sat with brebdon on their park bench. ryan really likes brendon, he does, but what were they going to do when people are around? they're both very aware that being gay in this town is not something you want. last time there was a gay couple here, they left not even a month after moving in.

ryan was mostly afraid of his mother, what would she think. she already called him slurs such as 'faggot' and 'cock sucker', so maybe she already suspected. that didn't ease his nerves any less and brendon noticed his stiff body. "what're you thinking about ry?" brendon asked calmly turning his head to his boyfriend of two weeks now, what was he thinking? ryan didn't really know, it was an arrangement of unorganized thoughts, he sighed and shrugged. leaning closer into brendon, he closed his eyes, "i don't really know." he admitted, feeling himself being pulled closer to brendons chest and he took in his smell.

"you can tell me anything." brendon announced, feeling ryan hair tickle his jaw, making him smile lightly. "are we only ever going to see each other at night? or can we hang out during the day and stuff." ryan mumbled ashamed, he felt stupid for asking. he kept his eyes closed as he waited for brendons reply. "we can hang out during the day if you want, just no pda i guess..." brendon said sadly, he really wanted to show ryan off but, he knew that was a terrible idea. "yeah." ryan replied mindlessly, he was just enjoying brendons company now, loving the comfort and warmth his body provided.

brendon and ryan stayed silent, until brendon decided that it was getting too late. ryan pouted at first when brendon said that, he didn't really want to go home right now, until  brendon suggested: "do you want to come to mine?" ryan smiled widely at the proposition and agreed quickly. taking brendon's  hand in his own while he could, using the dark of the night as a blanket to hide them.