Ritsu POV
Love...What is love? I don't think I even understand love anymore. Not after the incident between Masamune and I. No, he didn't move on with another person but more like an argument. I know we have our usual arguments every day inside and outside of work. Though this argument is something I couldn't forget. Luckily no saw us arguing in the restroom but I didn't care about it. All I could ever think about it's those words that escape from Masamune lips. I actually believe that he'll never hurt me again but after this incident, I couldn't be more wrong. I don't what to do anymore.
Ever since that argument, I quit Marukawa since knowing that I have to see Masamune again. So I stay inside my apartment while gazing outside from the window. I hardly leave the apartment for the only need of shopping grocery and buying some new books to keep me entertained. Well, I thought it would keep me entertained but it doesn't. No matter how many times I tried to keep my mind on something else, it always heads back to thinking about Takano-san. I miss his touch, his voice, his lips, and most of all just himself. I can help but cry for hours every time he enters into my thoughts but mostly...my heart.
I wanna see him but the fear holds me back, the only thing left of Masamune was his red button-up shirt. Masamune is the only piece missing from my heart. The tears came out once more for the day as they soaked up the pillows and blanket. I didn't need to cover myself since Masamune shirt is the only comfort I have right now. I wish that argument never ever happen in the first place. Then maybe....both of us wouldn't feel any pain at the moment.
Those words that spill out from Masamune mouth wouldn't leave my mind no matter what.
YOU'RE SUCH A ANNOYANCE !!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
Tears rolled down my cheeks as I never expected him to say things like that. I began sobbing once more against the pillows.
I think it's if we never see each other again
I thought he would wait for me, even it may be another ten years. Actually, believe that Masamune and I would have a future together. Probably maybe even get married one day, but now...it's over...for both of us
TBC
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Love in Rain
FanfictionOnodera and Takano got into one of the most terrible arguments they ever have. Masamune said a few things he shouldn't have said to the young brunette. Will the young couple be brought together by love? Or will they be separated forever?
