His Master, in Love~ A Sebaciel Fanfic (Sebastian x Ciel)

Chapter 3

(Sebastian's POV)
The Young Lord kissed his fiancé for the first time, good for him. I was glad he was ready to take the next steps, because if they stayed how they were the rest of their lives, they wouldn't have been happy. What the hell am I saying? I was angry. I was angry because he belongs to me. Actually, why the hell would I care? He'll be dead soon anyways. Once I complete my tasks as a butler, his soul will be mine to consume. And I am so very hungry. But I have this feeling, when I walked into his room earlier and also just now, his face had such a sad expression on it. I never want to see that expression again. It's truly disgusting actually, it's like my demon mind is trying to comprehend love. But love, love is way beyond my capacity. I always believed it a good thing, that love is a weakness and I would never need it in my life. Never before have I wanted to understand love, so why do I now? Why would I care? The Young Master is but a piglet, something that is entertaining, but something people will kill for food with no second thought. Why am I thinking then?
"I would like to go to bed please Sebastian, will you lead me to my room?"
"Of course my Lady." I bowed and grabbed a candelabra. Her words sounded stiff, almost prickly. I wondered what had happened. The Young Lord obviously loved her very much.
As I led Lizzy to her room, she quietly said, "Please take care of him Sebastian... I know he will never truly be happy, but there is someone. Someone he truly cares for. I don't know, it's just, like I wasn't truly kissing him. He wasn't there. He doesn't love me like that." She started to cry.
"Lady Elizabeth, you are the person the Young Master cares for most. Please do not cry, I know he wouldn't want that." She pretended to believe my words, but it was obvious she did not. She stopped her tears and gave me a sad smile.
"Thank you for your kind words Sebastian. Please don't tell Ciel I told you this."
"If it is your wish, I will not. Have a good night Lady Elizabeth." She smiled and nodded as I shut the door to her bedroom. I heard quiet sobs as I left the room. I was confused. She believed the Young Lord loved someone else?
(Ciel's POV)
Lizzy looked sad after I broke the kiss, and just looked lost in general as we were eating. I knew why. She felt it. She knew I wasn't truly in love with her. I put my face in my hands. That was stupid of me. I shouldn't have kissed her. She deserves the world and more, and she deserves someone who can give that to her, with no holds barred. Stupid. I was just a pompous, pampered little boy who couldn't decide his feelings. I slammed my fist against the wall, damaging my hand more than anything. I felt so much pain in that moment. Emotional pain, physical pain, I was not in good shape. I suddenly noticed Sebastian standing in the doorway. His surprised expression melted into obvious rage. He walked toward me, his fists clenching and unclenching, fire in his already hot red eyes. What was he going to do to me?
     "You know Young Master, it's really too bad. I wanted to keep this relation strictly professional." His crimson eyes stared into mine, like he wanted to bore holes through them. I couldn't move, his eyes were so intense they froze me in place. He lifted my face towards his, fingers tracing my jaw and eyes on my lips. His eyes were no longer angry, they were hungry.