"the fan" | jorge & martina ✓

Chapter 21

POV ~ JORGE
I feel my hearts beat go faster. She doesn't react on anything anymore.

"Precious? Please Tinita, say something" I try again, but get no reaction. I push the door to break it, but it doesn't work.

I run into her room to search for something to open the door. I find a clip for her hair and run back to the bathroom door.

I open it with shaking hands. I open the door and see her. My heart beat rises as tears fall down. She lays on the ground of the bathroom, blood all over her wrists, and on the floor as well.

"Tinita!? Wake up" I fall on my knees next to her body. Her eyes are closed, but there are still tears stained on her cheecks.

I slowly shake her body, trying to wake her up. Is this it? Is she dead now? I hold her close to my body, knowing that she doesn't feel this.

"PRECIOUS!?" I scream hopelessly, hoping on a sign. I hold her hand tight and feel her squeese very softly. She isn't dead yet, we need more help.

"HELP!" I scream as hard as I can, hoping someone heard me. "I will stay with you" I whisper in her ear, knowing she can hear me now.

Tris and Cande come running in, and I sigh from reliefment. "What happened!?" They both scream shocked.

"I t-tried opening the d-door and she laid h-here. B-blood all o-over her w-wrists." I stutter while crying. I lift Tini up in my arms and bring her inside her room. With towels we get the blood of her wrist and body. We make everything clean with some water.

"I called the doctor, and Cande is getting bandage for her wrists. But is she still alive?" Tris looks at me and than at Tini with sorrow in her eyes.

"Yes" I say softly, still staring at Tini's body. I hold her hand carefully in mine.

"How do you know?" She asks with tears in her eyes as well.

"She squeezed in my hand, I know she still lives" I stroke her face softly. Her soft brown hair lays messy on her pillow. I hold one of her hands carefully, not touching her wrist. The other rests on the bed. Her eyes are closed. Her pink plump lips are slightly parted.

A doctor comes running in and puts her on a device. He checks it and sighs happily.

"She is still alive" He says as I hear Tris sigh from reliefment. My heart beat lowers a bit, knowing it for sure now.

Cande comes running in with bandage. I leave her hands slowly and we pull the bandage around it. After we made sure that everything is cleaned, they walk into the bathroom. I just lay down next to Tini, not wanting to leave her.

I hear some gasps coming from the bathroom. They slowly walk back inside and look sad at me.

"We found a knife in the bathroom, full of blood. S-she probably tried to kill herself" I see tears on Cande and Tris' faces. Some tears roll down over my face as well. I hold her small body close against mine.

The doctor comes back in with a device. He puts it on Tini and then walks over to me.

"She lost a lot of blood, this device will give her some extra. Tini had a hard time lately, you probably know about that." I nod worriedly. "She needs some time away from everything, can you maybe take her somewhere when she wakes up?"

"I can do that, but we just went on a vancation"

"I know, but that went wrong finally. So you should take her away, but for a longer time. Take her far away from here." I look at him as he nods surely.

"I will take her when she wakes up" I lay down next to her again. Holding her small body into my arms, hoping she will wake up soon.

POV ~ MARTINA
I feel two strong arms around my waist. I hear someone breath steady on my chest. I try to open my eyes but they won't open.

I try to move and only feel my hand move a bit. I feel the head of the person lift up from my chest.

"Tinita?" I hear a boy's voice say "I felt your hand move" I feel his hand hold mine. "I know you can't hear me, but I just want to talk to you. I need you so much precious" I heard that nickname before somewhere, I know that for sure. "I am sorry for what happened before, and I want to see your eyes look in mine again" I want to look in his eyes and know who he is.

I recognize his voice and his soft hands, but I don't know who it is. "I love you" He whispers and lays on my chest again.

Is he my boyfriend?

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I feel his head move again. I try to open my eyes as hard as I can, but it doesn't work. I hear the boy cry on my chest. I feel some of his tears fall on my naked arm.

His hand strokes some of my hair out of my face. I feel his muscled body press against mine. His head lays on my chest again, and I feel his steady breathing.

I try to open my eyes as wide as possible. Suddenly I see him laying on my chest. His brown messy hair and his soft warm cheecks.

Jorge.

The name shoots through my head.

"Y-y-you do?" I ask while stuttering.

"Yes" he says and sighs "but it's okay, you probably don't like me back"

"I like you too" I say and see his face lit up.

He holds me even tighter and I feel his breath in my neck. We pull away from the hug and lean in. His face coming closer to mine. His soft fingers on my cheeck. My arm around his neck.

The memorie comes in my head. Jorge Blanco, he is my one and only boyfriend. He wás my one and only boyfriend. Because I didn't let him explain.

But he loves me, and I love him. I can't deny that. I can't resist it and press my lips on his forehead. He quickly lifts his head up and looks at me. His eyes widen when he sees me.

He wraps his arms tighter around me.
"You're awake" He says as I smile a bit.

"Oh really? I thought I was still sleeping" He chuckles and presses a kiss on my lips.
"I am going to call the doctor" He presses on a button. A few minutes later a man and 2 girls comes in.

"Who are they?" I whisper in Jorge's ear while pointing to the man and the two girls.

"You don't know? That is your doctor, Diego" He points at the man "And that are your two bestfriends, Cande and Lodo"

"Bestfriends? I don't know them" I whisper and clinge tight onto Jorge's arm. The two girls run to me and hug me.

"Let go of me!" I scream and try to push them away. They quickly pull away and look shocked at me.

"She doesn't know who you two are anymore" Jorge says to them with shock in his eyes.

"I think she has memory loss" The doctor walks to us as I look confused.

"What do you mean?" I ask him and hold Jorge's waist tight.

"You forgot everyone who you knew before the accident. Your memory can come back, but we can't asure you" He says as the two girls start crying.

"But I still remember Jorge" I say and get some tears as well.

"That's kinda strange, that must be a miracle" I look at the two girls who are still crying.

"I am sorry for not remembering you two" I say to them as they smile weakly.

"It's not your fault" One of the two says as they walk out the door.

"I will leave you two." The doctor walks out as well. I lay down on the bed and pull Jorge with me.

<I love you!>
<Manon⛄>