Period, no erase [JaDine Fanfic]

Chapter 42: I Missed You

James' POV

(A/N: Rewind rewind muna pero dito POV ni James ^_^ Enjoyy reading)

"Devon? I-I thought you're Nadine.." tumayo ako sa upuan at hinabol si Nadine, pero pumiglas siya kaya lumayo na. Wala na kong lakas para mahabol pa siya, nahihilo ako.

Humarap ako kay Devon. Tinanong ko siya, "Devon.. tell me.. did I kissed you?"

Hindi ko talaga sure kung si Nadine yung nahalikan ko, pero all around si Nadine lang ang naiisip at nakikita ko. Pero nagulat na lang ako.. Nadine's standing there and I thought she was the girl I kissed.

"Y-yes." nang umamin siya padabog akong umalis pero nahawakan nya ang braso ko kaya napaharap na ko sakanya.

"Bakit mo ko hinalikan. BAKIT MO KO HINALIKAN!? Did you did it in purpose, huh? Para pagselosin si Nadine!? Para magalit siya sakin!? Para iwanan ako sa ere!? Para MAKUHA MO ULIT AKO!?" nataasan ko siya ng boses pero I don't care. When it comes to Nadine, kahit sino pwede kong maka-away.

Pinunas nya yung luha nya. "Oh!? Bakit ka umiiyak? Nataasan ba kita ng boses!? Well you deserve it. At the first place tatanggi sana ako nung inalukan mo kong maginuman dito sa place ko kaso I'm so depressed that time kaya pumayag na rin ako. Tapos.. tapos eto na pala yung ikinagalit nanaman ni Nadine sakin! Ano nanamang iisipin niya sakin!? I'm playing tricks on her!? D*mn why would I? I wouldn't do such things that would hurt Nadine because I LOVE HER!" patuloy na umiiyak si Devon. Hindi ko rin namalayan na umiiyak na din pala ako.

"Well James. Ikaw ang may kasalanan, hindi ako. You thought na ako si Nadine.. a-and uhmm.. you kissed me. You're the first move kaya ikaw ang mali--"

"Why would I kiss you, huh. Why would I kiss you!?" sinuntok ko yung pader sa gilid ko.

"Because... Because.. you're effin DRUNK! You're drunk James! Please don't get mad to me.." mangiyak-ngiyak niyang tono.

"Yes. Yes I am drunk. But who invited me to drink alcohol!? Diba ikaw!? And yeah, congratulations. You heard all our secrets right!? So ayun, pwede mo na palang ipagkalat na nililigawan ko si Nadine no? Tch. Watta--"

"You said I Love You to me.. You said you're Sorry. Hindi.. hindi ba totoo lahat nang iyon?" I laughed, sarcastically.

"Ghad Devon. That's for Nadine! All I see is Nadine Nadine Nadine. All I think of is Nadine Nadine Nadine. So wag kang feeler na sinabi ko sayo yun. I don't know na ikaw pala si Devon nun!"

"STOP IT JAMES! I'm hella tired! Can you please shut the f*ck up!? I'm tir--"

"If you're tired, I'm tired too. Ako ang mas pagod sayo. Hindi lang for cussing you and drinking alcohol. Pagod na kong kumbinsihin si Nadine that I'm explaining the truth to her nang dahil sayo. Okay na sana eh! OKAY NA SANA LAHAT. But f*ck, why did you came!?"

"I came kasi namiss kita! And.. and.. I realized that I still love you."

"Huh. LOVE!? That's not the right reason, Devon. Pano kaya kung pumunta ka rito eh may mahal na kong iba? Well you came here for nothing, Devon. I don't love you anymore so don't expect that I'll love you back. Past is past, Devon. Hella MOVE ON! And accept the fact that I love Nadine. She's the one so please don't mess up with us." I got my car keys and went out of my room. Nagdrive ako somewhere, kung saan pwede akong pumunta. I heard her voice calling me but who the hell am I to go back!?

Gusto ko, mag-isa ko lang na uminom kaya I decided pumunta dun sa bar that Aj recommended. Sobrang private yun kaya iwas public people.

Where's Nadine? "F*ck." napamura ako ng hindi oras dahil alam ko kung nasan siya. She's with Aj. Mabebrainwash nanaman siya, sht.