My Love. Part 1

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Marks POW.
I have had Jack (Jacksepticeye) staying with me these last few nights and it's been brilliant. Last night topped it off though. You see I have had a crush on Jack for a while now, at first I was confused about what I was feeling but as time went on it became pretty clear. I didn't know how Jack felt though as sometimes I thought he felt the same but then at times I would say or do something and it was like he wasn't seeing me, he was just remembering. I thought I must have been similar to one of his ex partners and that used to kill me inside.
So anyway going back to last night, we were just sat on the sofa chilling and watching Doctor Who on Netflix and whenever the Daleks came onto the screen Jack would hide into my shoulder, I would chuckle at time to time because of how unbelievably adorable he was being with his wide baby blue eyes, his messy coffee brown hair and the cute blush on his pale cheeks. As the evening went on so did the Doctor Who marathon until I noticed that Jack had fallen asleep while being cuddled into me with his beautiful smile plastered across his face, I wondered what he was dreaming about to have such a smile on him. I picked him up bridal style and carried him to the guest room his was staying in and left him in the land of nod. I went back downstairs and switched off the appliances we had been using and went up to bed myself. I had flashbacks of Jack's adorable behaviour and slowly fell asleep myself.
I don't know how long I'd been asleep but I could hear a knock on my bedroom door, at first I thought I was just dreaming but then longer it went on for, the more I knew it must have been reality. I sat up and checked my clock for the time and it was 03:43 and let out a little grunt as I'd had about 3 hours sleep at this point. I cleared my throat and told the person to come in. Through the door came a red eyed Jack. It was evident he'd been crying. Jack took a deep breath and explained why he had been crying and asked if he could stay with me in my room, well I'd never really seen Jack like this so of course I agreed plus I couldn't bare to see Jack like this. He climbed into bed with me and we both fell back to sleep. The rest of the night went pretty smoothly or that is what I'm aware of.
This morning I woke up and noticed that Jack and I were snuggled up together. I didn't want to wake him so I carefully removed myself from him and went down to make us breakfast as I knew I had to livestream later today. While I was making breakfast I was trying to work out why Jack was so devastated about a nightmare he had where I was the one who died. I then started to try and work out how me and Jack came to be snuggled up together this morning,was it because of me or  him? I then started to ponder whether he knew we had be snuggled up and how he felt about it if he did. I started to get lost in my thoughts until I heard Jack come downstairs and come out into the kitchen, we both greeted each other and he got some cutlery and coffee while I finished cooking.
While we were eating, I noticed Jack was staring at me, I had to find out why. "Jack is everything okaii?" I asked. "Yes... well no...ohh I don't know." Jack replied and placed his head in hands,"What's the matter Babs?" I asked him, using our private nickname for each other. He blushed and replied "Last night in the dream, I told you that I had a nightmare, that we were being chased by characters from Doctor Who and then you got caught and killed and there was nothing I could do because I froze. I never explained why I got so upset like I did." I opened my mouth to say something but quickly shut it when Jack went on and explained which he explained extremely fast, to be honest I doubt he even took a breath in the statement, "You see Mark, I got so upset like I did because I thought I had lost you for real and I know that I wouldn't be able to live my life without you. I know I could be about to destroy our friendship but I can't hold this in anymore I need to tell you before its too late, I love you, more than a friend. I want you to be my companion in life just like the doctor had Rose and such, I understand if you don't feel the same but you deserved to know and I didn't want any regrets." I took a few moments to comprehend what he had just confesed. I got out of my seat and walked over to him, took his face into my hands and kissed him, he obviously kissed back and it was like a thousand fireworks had just exploded all at once. All I asked after we pulled away from the kiss was "Did you understand my answer" Jack had a great big toothy grin on his face, jumped out his seat and hugged me.

I will try and get part two up in a bit!:) Sorry if you don't like Doctor Who by the way.

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