CupCake.

11

No one understood Jimin's position, no one but himself. The moment Yoongi came crashing through Jimin's bedroom door with that hateful gaze, they lost all passion in themselves. "You slut."

Jimin's mother never kept to herself. It was man after man since he was 10 after his father was imprisoned for child pornography and sexual abuse on a minor. On Jimin. His mother had gone out with half of the town and Yoongi knew this. No one knew who his mother was because Jimin convinced her to never show up to school or anywhere near him. Thanks to Jimin's mom housing her boyfriends during the duration of their relationship, Jimin was raped by 13 different men in the span of 5 years, till he joined high school and his mother learned of what Jimin went through. That was until he met Yoongi.

"You threw yourself at half of the town and think its okay to include me in your basket shopping." Jimin was startled at his lover's harsh words. Tears surfaced in his eyes and threatened to spill as Yoongi continued to spur insults at him. "You took advantage of me and fucked me to your heart's content just to add me to the list." He was confused. "Yoongi-ah," he sobbed. "What are you talking about? What did I do? Did your dad make you mad—"

"He told me everything, Jimin. From your little nightly conquests to sleeping with your mother's boyfriends... to him, Jimin. You tried to seduce my father!" Jimin's eyes widened. "That's why I found you at my place unexpectedly. That's why you were always at my house. You weren't there to see me..." Yoongi yelled, left breathless with rage still at his fingertips. "You were there to seduce my father. All those times I woke up in the middle of the night to check up on you and you were gone, you were trying to—"

"No! No, Yoongi you've got this all wrong!" He cried, crying furiously and beginning to shake. "He tried to—"

"Don't fucking lie to me, you fat assed piece of shit!" Jimin cried, trying to speak but couldn't. "We're done."

"You never let me explain what happened," Jimin exclaimed as Yoongi walked away, not wanting to bring up their past. "There was nothing to explain, Jimin." He calmly muttered, eyes moist. "We talked and—"

"You talked," he croaked. "I didn't."

"I don't wanna talk about this, Jimin—"

"Your dad was the one that tried to seduce me!" He yelled. "Your dad," Jimin sobbed. "Your dad approached me when I woke up to use the restroom. He forced me into the empty room in your house and raped me!" Jimin was shaking so violently and looked like the smallest thing in the world. Yoongi didn't know if he should believe what was the truth.

Jimin rarely had nightmares... or the urge to pee at night. But that day, Jimin and Yoongi had remained seated in front of his TV, playing video games and drinking water bottles and sodas while munching on different snacks they'd both bought. It was enough to fill his bladder. Not wanting to wake Yoongi's parents with his feet, Jimin slowly tiptoed to the bathroom. Little did he know, Yoongi's father had been sitting in his study, waiting for Jimin to appear or go into his son's room and force him to come out. He had been watching the petite yet well-built boy with a feminine touch. Jimin's soft looking skin gave him the temptation to knead it between his fingers. He had impure thoughts about every other part of Jimin's body and wasn't afraid to admit it to him.

He grasped Jimin's wrist and shoved him into the guest room Jimin would've slept in if he hadn't fallen asleep on Yoongi's floor. Jimin was startled. He tried to speak but Yoongi's dad immediately shut him up by forcing his lips on to Jimin's. His eyes grew wide and began to push him off but Yoongi's dad was resistant, the young man's strength being nothing against his. "Ahjussi—" cutting him off again, Yoongi's dad's hand went to Jimin's private, that began to grow Arousal from the body was not something people can control in any given situation. Jimin was scared stiff and began to cry silently, his muscles sore from how much struggling he was doing to no avail. "You like it, don't you?" he kept rubbing and Jimin's arousal grew unwillingly, pleasing the man. "You're going to enjoy this," he said as he stood up, undoing his pants and taking out the part of him that would scar Jimin for life.

Yoongi's father's assault continued for the next few weeks. By then, Jimin had fallen in love with Yoongi and likewise. Yoongi would ask him to come over often and Yoongi's father assaulted him as much as he could. He spied on the boys and hid in the restroom, waiting for Jimin to enter and take advantage of him. Till Jimin had enough and stopped letting Yoongi convince him of going to his home. And it angered Yoongi's dad.

"He told you those things because I said I'd tell you. I stopped wanting to go to your house because I was afraid that any moment when you weren't around, he'd take advantage of me just like everyone else had." Jimin cried. "And now you want to take it out on my sister—"

"I love your sister, asshole." Jimin wasn't the innocent guy Yoongi had a heartfelt relationship with. He was now stronger and manly. His glare became more than just a kitten's remorse. He was threatening and scary. "I love her more than I ever loved you."

"Was that before or after you fucked her?" he spat, the thought angering him. "You don't expect me to believe you actually like my sister when you and I—"

"Why would you ever think of me like that after what I've just told you?" he sighed, wiping his eyes. "I'm done talking with you... there's nothing I can say or do to ever to make you believe me."

Yoongi was fighting the truth. But he couldn't help but feel his heart drop at Jimin's words. He did believe Jimin. He just didn't want to believe that his dad went to the extent to turn his own best friend, lover at the time, against him.

"Jimin," he called softly. The black-haired boy stopped in his steps. He didn't know whether or not face him. He was too angry at him and worried about Penny. "I... I believe you."

His dad, too, had taken advantage of Yoongi that same day after their fight (admitting that he loved Jimin) to his father, someone he trusted till that day.

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