BTS cringe shit

Painful

Ahhh

Kim Jong-hyun

Why?

Death?

Depression?

Kim Jong-Hyun, former band member of Shinee

He committed suicide just yesterday actually. This is a story of how I felt.

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"MI NA COME LOOK AT TWITTER" Jamie yelled from the other room, I stroll in and looked at the newly article that was uploaded just a few hours ago. I couldn't breath, pain washed over me as I kept reading. Thinking it was a hoax I kept scrolling looking at a video made by his members. "Mi Na? You okay?" I wiped the excess tears and just nodded. Walking away I sat in the bathroom, contemplating life, hugging myself and crying softly into my knees. My bias of Shinee was gone, not as in hes left the group, he is no longer someone on this earth. I felt anguish, guilt, angry, like someone grabbed my heart and pulled it out of my chest. I lay there thinking how could he? I was angry at him, leaving his fans, his members and family. Did he think about the impact it would have on people? I stopped and cried again, it wasn't his fault, why do I think things like that? Like im looking for someone to blame??? His smile will no longer be viewed, his laugh will no longer be heard, his tears will no longer fall, his skin will soon be replaced by rotting bones, a coffin with Jong-Hyun? Never thought a day like this would come

It was like losing a family member....oh the pain I felt was so surreal.

Fly high Kim Jong-Hyun, never forgotten 😖😔💖

His body may not be here but him himself will live on.

18/12/17~😔💖