POSSESSIVE

12 Pre-Wedding

Jinyoung's POV

I felt uneasy with the marriage thing. After asking Mark to marry me, I felt it too rush and it didn't feel right. I knew that I was broken, but was it too early to marry? I guess I was too sensitive back then. I had discarded from hospital and went home with my friends and of course, my fiancée. Mark moved to my apartment with my parents' approval and it made the atmosphere in the house full of tension. Jaebum and Jackson still go against my decision in marrying Mark. Meanwhile, Yugyeom had become my reliable dongsaeng that always comfort me when I had a hard time.

"baby, are you okay?" Mark asked as he saw me spaced out and left my breakfast untouched.

"uh?" I snapped. "no, I'm okay... I'm just think..."

"about?"

"this whole situation.. don't you think that this marriage thing is too early to us?" I asked him carefully, studying his expression change.

"of course not, Jinyoungie... you know that I love you. And I'll take care of you as my husband...." He reassured me. "don't worry too much, because I will do anything to make you happy..." he said.

"really? why didn't you let me be with Youngjae if you wanna see me happy?" I asked him mockingly.

"because I know that you'll never happy with youngjae." He answered, a lump stuck in my throat before I cleared it.

"I was happy with Youngjae..." I said in weak voice, feeling bitter with Mark's statement.

"you might feel happy because Youngjae was by your side. But, at the same time, you suffered with unbearable pain that his father gave. And it wasn't only destroying you, but Youngjae for sure." He paused. "see how he is suffering now..." yes, he's right...

"w-woah..."I exclaimed.

"why Jinyoungie?" he asked me worriedly.

"y-you're really like different person Mark." I said.

"what kind of statement is that?" he giggled. "I always like this if your eyes didn't blinded with Youngjae." He continued and I found a giggled Mark was really cute. What am I thinking? I couldn't help but beamed a smile to him.

"Jinyoungie~" he called while pulled me into his embrace; I just hummed as a response. "tomorrow my parents will come to Korea and I wanna introduce you officially to them. They will talk about our marriage with your parents." He said, expecting my answer after that.

"of course I should go, right?" I answered and he tightened his hug, stealing a peck to my lips before hugging me again.

"thank you baby..." he said happily. "I really happy." He exclaimed and I just gigged at his act.

I can't say that I'm happy when my heart was broken

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NOBODY's POV

Jackson found himself drunk in his own club while Yugyeom was busy with his dancing in the ball. He ordered the DJ to play sad songs to accompany his broken heart state because of Jinyoung's marriage. He didn't care with customers' mood because his heart was terribly hurt. He recalled his memory with Jinyoung, his personal room with Jinyoung in his club that probably felt lonely without Jinyoung's heat that used to invade the room's atmosphere. He really missed his best friend's touch. His tears flew heavily from his eyes.

"are you drunk, Jackson-ssi?" a familiar voice snapped him followed by an act from the said figure who sat beside him.

"can't you see Bambam-ah?" he said, felt annoyed with the latter presence.