I'm In Love with You(TEAM LASA)

Chapter Seven.

•Chapter Seven•

Sam's POV

I've never been this happy in my entire life. I wish, I could stay with them but I know I just can't.

We will be migrating to States. And sooner or later, I'll be gone.

I'm going to miss them, though they are so loud, and childish.

Mom and dad barely talks about it. But I know, their desicions is final. They know that it's hard for me, maybe that's one of the reason why they're not talking about it when I'm there with them.

Pero siguro, I'll gonna enjoy my last weeks or days with them. I'm gonna make happy memories so that when I'm already in the U.S. and they miss me, they're just gonna reminisce our happy memories.

Too much for dramas, Sam. Tch.

"Hey, guys! Let's take a groupie, please?" I asked. Ayaw ko lang malungkot sa kaka-isip nang kung anong gagawin ko sa States when time comes that I already have to fly to America.

"Sure!" and they're saying that because they are so addict in selfies.

Pero ako? Gusto ko lang talaga silang makasama ng matagal at ma-enjoy ang mga araw na nakikita at nahahawakan ko pa sila.

Haay. I don't want to spoil the moment.

"WHAT?! Bakit naman napa-aga, ma?" Tanong ko. "Hindi ba puwedeng sa susunod na taon na lang?" Nagtataka lamang talaga ako.

Mama sighed. "No, and that's our final decision. I already had a talk with your manager and the network your working at. Sinabi nila na naiintindihan nila." Mama paused, "besides, don't you miss your grandpa? Minsan lang naman ang ganitong pagkaka-taon, anak. Kaya kailangan nating bisitahin ang lolo mo. Isa pa, he needs someone to take care of him lalo pa't may sakit siya." I froze on what mama just said.

What the?

Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig. Para akong nabingi at lahat nang pag-aalalang nasa isip ko lamang ang aking naririnig. Pakiramdam ko ay sinagasaan ako ng isang malaking truck sa aking narinig.

Lolo is my favorite among lola and him. Not that I don't like lola. It's just that, laging si lolo ang kasama ko kahit pa noong maliit pa lamang ako.

And now, malalaman ko na lang na may sakit pala siya?

It hurts.. It hurts like hell.

"Kailan pa, ma? Tell me, kailan pa siya nagka-sakit?!" I'm fighting my tears not to fall from my eyes. Pero masiyado na akong nagiging emosyonal kaya nalaglag ito at napa-hikbi ako.

Crying is not a big deal. Not because a guy is crying, he already is a gay. Not because you're crying, you're weak. Crying is not bad and it's not a sin. Crying sometimes is okay, lalo na kung masyado nang masakit yung mga bagay na kinikimkim mo.

Alam kong alam na nila 'tong bagay na 'to ngunit ngayon lang nila sinabi. Why? Wala ba akong karapatang malaman?

Tumakbo ako papunta sa kwarto ko. I need to be alone. I need to think right before I judge my parents decision. I also need to understand them.

HINDI ko namalayan na naka-tulog na pala ako dahil sa kaka-iyak. Kung hindi pa kumatok sila mama, hindi pa ako magigising.

I don't want to face them that's why I insist myself to sleep. At nagtagumpay naman ako sa plano kong 'yon.

"ANAK, please. Face us. Talk to us. Kausapin mo naman kami, please? Then I will tell you kung bakit napa-tagal ang pag-sabi namin sa 'yo ng totoo. Please, hear our explanation."

I sighed. Nakaka-tatlong beses na ata akong tinatawag ni mama. I should face them. I should not be afraid on what they might say. At least, malalaman ko na ang totoo.

I sighed again before heading to the door and open it. Mama's face light up and she immediately hug me as if they not saw me a hundred years.

Napa-iling na lang ako bago siya ni-yakap pabalik. "What's wrong, ma?" Tanong ko habang hinahagod ang likod niya— still not releasing from our hug.

"Wala naman, Sam. Let's go? Sa sala namin ipa-paliwanag ang lahat." Ngumiti siya sa akin bago ako hinila sa sala.

To be continued...

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