Divergent : Tobias and Tris

Chapter 17

I walk to the dining area with Christina and Uriah, their holding hands and smiling the whole time. "So..." Uriah says interrupting me thinking, "where's Tobias?" he says looking around us.

I shake my head, lately I haven't been talking to Tobias. He's busy all the time, and it seems like he doesn't have the time for me.

I know I shouldn't think about myself all the time, but I miss having Tobias with me. The only time is before we go to bed, and we only say 'good night' and that's it.

We finally get to the cafeteria and I see Tobias sitting by him self, he smiles and waves to Uriah and doesn't bother to look at me.

We all sit next to him, and Uriah and Tobias start talking, leaving me out of the conversation.

"So... how is it going, you know with all the training?" Uriah says smirking at Tobias, and they start to laugh. "it's been good, but there has been a few things here and there..." Tobias says looking over to me.

'Is he saying that there's been problems between us?'

I get up and storm out of the dining room knowing that I kinda made a dramatic scene. I don't care.

I walk to Tobias's apartment and open the door, walking to the closet and packing my clothes.

'Screw him, all he cares about is his job! He doesn't care about me!'

Tears start rolling down my cheeks,
'come on tris be brave!'

I say to my self over and over again.

'Stop crying!'

I can't take it any more, I grab my suit case and walk out of his apartment leaving a little note behind :

Dear Tobias, I just need to think things out right now, I will be over at Uriah and Christina.
~ six

I walk to Christina's house and knock on the door, "hey tris are you okay?" she says letting me in. I walk in the door only to see Tobias and Uriah talking to each other, Tobias looks over to me, but doesn't say anything " I have to go" he says giving good byes to Uriah and Christina and walking out the door.

I start to break down, it feels like every piece of me just broke in to little pieces that can never be fixed back to gather. Tears rush fast down my cheeks and turns into sobs " tris what's wrong?" Uriah says to me "I'm... going... through...a hard... time." Those Are the only things that came out when I was sobbing.

"You can spend the night here" Christina says bringing a blanket to me and laying me on the couch. I fall asleep with mascara all over my face.

*. *. *.

I wake up early and get dressed, I have to train the initiates today. Wait... I have to see Tobias all day then.

Crap.

I put on a black shirt and jeans. I fix my hair and leave it down with a little braid on the right side, I put on my black combat boots and walk out of Christina's and uriah a apartment.

I get to the chasm early, and start setting up the tables with six knifes on each of them.

Maybe I can practice for a little bit, just to get my anger out. I grab a knife and throw it at the target making it hit the chest, I throw another one making it hit the outside. Close to the ear. And then it hits me, that one memory when Four through a knife and my ear and it cut me a little.

'STOP!'

I tell myself,

'Stop.'

All the initiates come in and see me throwing knifes, and then I stop. " Good morning..." I say giving them a bright smile, they all smile back at me except of Liza.

Chloe smiles the brightest out of all of them, she stands there next to Rachel. "Today we are testing strength in weapons, if your good at it or not." I say looking at all the initiates.

Four walks in starring at me, but not with a smile, with anger. "Go head and start!" I yell and all the initiates go to a table and grab knifes.

"What the hell!" Four says walking to me and holding a note, "what?" I say acting like I was confused. He stares at me and opens the note. "Dear Tobias, I just need to think things out right now, I will be over at Uriah and Christina's. ~six" he reads out only so I can hear.

"What to you have to thing about!" he adds. I start to tear up. "About us!" I say, he looks confused " you stopped talking to me, you even stopped looking at me four!" I say he turns red in the face "you are not allowed to use my nickname against me!" he yells.

I broke.

Tears started falling from my eyes, this is the first time he yelled at me. It hurts. " You know..." I say "I think it's over" I add. "What's over?" he said with a worried look on his face.

"This, us, is over..." I say and walk away.

That's it my

Life

Is

Over.

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So sorry that I didn't post this soon!! My apology...