How Can I Tell You - Chapter I

Flashback..

Choi and Hyesun were teasing each other as usual while on a break of their filming. Park Ki Wong, a fellow actor and the crew of the drama The Musical, were just laughing at the two.

'' Tell me Hyesun-sshi! why do you enjoy going to work everyday? Is it because of me? Did I make you laugh today?''

Hyesun was just smiling and trying to look oblivious about what had Choi said.

''I never fail to make you laugh, right?'' Choi looked determined to get his answer from her.

Hyesun seemed to be annoyed and pushed Choi against the wall and pretended to be 'choking' him. But Choi, laughing so hard but still determined to point out his statement, hugged Hyesun instead. Hyesun was trying to fight it out but Choi would not let her go.   Hyesun found herself being carried by choi towards his car. and everyone was laughing already at such site...

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...and Hyesun opened her eyes from the hotel room she was staying in taiwan for a drama she was filming. She looked again at the photo displayed in her phone. It was a photo of her and Choi when Choi visited her at Cafe Manolin one late night. Choi just finished working on his album he was collaborating with some friends, insisted to see Hyesun, apparently to check on his 'baby' too, Ghamja, a dog he gave Hyesun months ago, to make her 'laugh', as a 'substitute' for him when he's not around, as how Choi described the reason of giving Ghamja. She and Choi looked happy in this photo, they were both in their tracksuit, and incidentally both gray, and playing with the dog. ''We look like a happy family:-) and this rascal! Were you behaving well? Did you give mommy a hard time again?''

Hyesun smiled again and wiped her tears before she puts her phone on a table and was about to go to the bathroom when her phone rang. She stood for a moment before checking out who was calling.

It was Daniel Choi.

Hyesun was just staring at the phone when her personal assistant came in.

'Is it Minho?'

Hyesun shooked her head. 'No. It's Choi.'

'Then why don't you answer?! ...Hyesun..you need him right now..you need your friends..''

Hyesun thought so too and God knows how much she wanted to hear his voice too..

'No. N-not Daniel..It's going to be unfair for him..he d-doesn't deserve this..'

Kim Min An almost pushed Hyesun on the edge of the bed and hugged her immediately.

''Hyesun...you were crying too much already these past few days...you're making me really worried now''

''Im sorry..Im sorry..sorry..sorry'..'' Hyesun sobbed.

''What's to be sorry for!..do you want to postpone the shooting later? I can tell them that..Hyesun you're not superwoman, you need t..''

''NO! We can't do that'' Hyesun looked scandalized on the idea, and suddenly fixed herself up. ''Im alright..trust me..in fact, I-I feel good when Im at the set!..it provides...escapism for me..Min An just bear with me ok? I'll get better soon, I promise''

Choi's POV

Choi stood up and pacing up and down in his room, with his left hand on his pocket and the other holding the phone. He decided to call Hyesun again, for the fifth time today, after he heard about a news involving two celebrities apparantley getting so close. He wouldn't careless on any news about fellow celebs usually, but this involves Hyesun. But Hyesun wouldn't pick up her phone. He looked again for the first message he sent to her when she didn't pick up the first time.