MY FOREVER (Gerard Way Fanfic. )

chapter 15

My alarm woke me up and I got up and sighed.

It's been three weeks since elenas death and I haven't seen the boys once. I'm not sure if me and gee are still together or if we're even friends.

I got my outfit out and went into the shower. I turned the nob and the water was cold on both sides.

"Dammit" I yelled.

I need to pay for the water bills somehow.

I got in anyways. I thought about how heard is ignoring me, how Frankie is ignoring me. Everyone is ignoring me, I'm missing my classes and falling behind. I cried in the cold water and slid down the wall.

My body temperature was dropping so I quickly finished and got out.

I dressed into some black jeans, with a light blue sweater on top and went downstairs. I tied my hair up and turned the heat up. I felt it going colder than hot and turned it off.

I can't do this. I though.

I put the sign open and turned in the coffee machine. 

I made some coffee for myself and sat down. I decided to go get all my work I'm missing.

I grabbed my green coat and gloves, put on my boots and wrapped the scarf around my neck. I locked the door and tried not to slip on the ice.

It was snowing and I decided to walk. I went into all my classrooms explaining what happened. And the nodded their heads and gave my all my missing work. They said Christmas break was coming so I needed the turn them in by then. Three weeks worth of work was as thick as a history book and it seemed impossible.

I put it in my bag and walked back to the shop. A free people were standing so I quickly opened the shop and let them in.

I expected to see one of the boys but, no.

A tear fell and u quickly wiped it and took everyone's orders and gave it to them.

I started working on my hardest subject.

And got down to my easiest.

It was around 3 with me constantly working from writing to cutting out some projects I needed, to getting peoples orders to starting conversations with them and me going back to my work.

By 9 I had finished 3 projects, 8 assignments and took over 80 orders for people.

I felt completeted.

Well, complete as you can get without someone you thought you loved, friends and family not around. I went back upstairs locking everything. I decided to buy one of those gates to where people can't get into without a key. I closed that and make sure everything was locked. I checked three times.

I took a shower, braiding my hair so it will be curly in the morning and fell into sleep.