Four

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TRIGGER WARNING

When I woke up, the memories of the past and what happened less than three hours before flooded back into my mind. I felt numb. I felt like I was on autopilot when I got up and headed towards the bathroom. I quickly went towards the cabinet under the sink. Bingo. I grabbed the small black box and pulled out one of the shiny treasures. I ran my finger across it and accidentally cut my finger. "Son of a bitch!" I whisper-yelled. I wiped the bloody appendage on the tiled floor. I quickly took off my skinny jeans to reveal my scars. I deserve more. I tightened my grip on the blade and slowly pushed it against my fat thigh. The thick red liquid slowly ran down my thigh. I counted the amount of cuts.
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
I kept going
Eleven
Thirteen
Seventeen
Twenty Five
Thirty Si-
I blacked out. I saw gerard.
"Things will be okay. I won't let her hurt you for much longer. It will get better soon." He said, with a sad expression. I tried to reply, but no words came out. I couldn't move. Everything around me turned wet and sticky. Gerard melted into a puddle of blood. I woke up in a pool of blood, sweating and light headed. I grabbed some paper towel and cleaned myself up. I put bandages over the dark red marks. I quickly cleaned the bathroom of all evidence and put the blade away. I put on my pyjamas and laid in my bed, which now felt hard as a rock, and slowly drifted off into an uncomfortable sleep.

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