Chapter 12 - His actions

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We talked and talked and finally we caught up with each other. It looks like we were having one hell of a life. Pika was modeling for an agency, except they were harrassing her, so they just lost a precious model. As for me... things are downhill.

"He's such a horrible guy!" She said. "I thought he was serious about you."

"I guess this is what I get when I don't listen to a friend's advice. Kana said to be careful and even warned me, but this stupid dumb me didn't listen." I said.

"Y/n, someone is here for you." Mom called out to me.

"I'll be there." I said back. "After seeing my visitor, wanna go out for a bit? No point in staying coop up in my room."

She nods as a reply and we head downstairs to see my visitor. I went into the living room, but only my family was there.

"Uhh, where is my so-call visitor?" I ask confuseingly.

"He said he'll stand by the door and wait. I can't do anything about that." She said.

I went to the front door. A cold wind blew up in my face. His hair matching the snow and his eyes glowed like the blue sky. I was utterly speechless.

"Pika..... this is Killua." I mumble to her. "I'm so dead."

"What?!" Pika shout causing Killua to look at us.

"Uh, sorry to trouble you when you already have another visitor." He said with a wryly smile. "I'll take my leave. I'll also tell you next time."

'That's not what I'm saying! I don't want you to leave and go to her, Miki..' I thought as I knew my face was in pain.

I quickly ease up my face and grab his coat. He turns to us.

"It's.. uh.. you know.. cold outside, so come in. It's currently snowing too." I said flustered. "I'll make hot chocolate."

I notice Pika glaring in dead in the eyes. I pull her back to cool herself, as Killua takes off his shoe and coat. We went into the kitchen.

"Don't glare at him. He's just dense. Don't make him feel guilty just because he is dense." I said to her.

"Okay, okay fine. I will have a little talk with him though." She said.

"Okay, okay, please, now is just not the time." I said.

I make the hot chocolate quickly to get down to business with him. I made one for everyone in the house. Killua, Pika and I sat at the table in the dinning room and there wasn't a sound or word utter.

"So, um... I wanted to apologize for what I've done yesterday... I also wanted to know why you... you know.. were crying.." He said.

"I.... am also sorry. I've caused you terrible trouble and even now you're apologizing because I caused trouble." I said.

"No, that's not true. I seem to have did something to you or did something happen?" He ask.

"Uhh.... I.. I.." I trail off not knowing whether to tell him or not so I look over to Pika.

She nods. If anything goes wrong, I'll be sitting my butt in my bed. At first, I kinda panic, but as long as he doesn't realize that it's him, he won't know or feel guilty.

"I.. I like this one guy and he is just really dense. He looks at me like a sister, but that's the problem. I really like him, but he don't realize that. I thought I made it clear in the beginning that we met, but Kana told me that he is dense. He is an idiot, a really dense idiot plus he don't even consider me like that at all. He kisses me and hugs me and says that it's a normal thing for siblings to do that. I know that, but doesn't it just gives off the wrong vibe? Like I'm sorry, but I don't want to be in that sibling zone anymore. Even the best friend zone has more chance.. " I said. "That's why I'm really sorry that it got mixed up with you."

"Ohh, he really is an idiot. He doesn't even realize that he has been loved." Killua said as he sigh in frustration. "He has to at least consid-"

"He has someone he likes. I can't compete with that." I said.

"So.. who's the guy?" He ask.

'You, of course. But how can I possibly say that? He feels even more guilty than ever. Maybe it's just better to support them and not make a big fuss about it.' I thought

"That's a secret." I said.

"She likes you." Pika interrupt.

'Pika?!!? What the hell you doing?! This timing is so bad!!' I thought.

"Of course, I like her too." He replies.

"You dumbass. Not as a sis-"

I cover her mouth as soon as possible. I glare at her and shut her up and smile wryly at him, but Pika soon grab my hands and pull them away and said, "Get your feelings straight! Do you really like that so-called Miki girl?! You must be blind! You fu-"

"That's enough!" I cover her mouth only to be dodged.

I panic and apologize to Killua. However, it looks like he won't take an insult to her. Which made me felt jealous. Why can't it be me? Why can't he look at me at a different angle? Why did it have to be her?

"So-called Miki girl? Don't insult her!" Killua said with cold eyes.

"Don't make anymor-"

"Y/n! You didn't have to apologize to this *&$@& jerk! He is just an &@$&# like that girl!"

"Woah! Woah! Calm down! You didn't have to curse and don't involve unnessecary people." I said trying to get them settle down.

"Hmhp! You don't know about Miki, what makes you so confident about it?" He reply.

"I know her from what I've heard. Sounds like she is just a #*@$."

Pika will not tolerate anyone who hurts her friends or family, she will straight up curse and beat them if she get out of hand and even worse, she becomes a bully until they apologzie which takes me to my next worry. Killua is not backing down, same with her.

"She isn't. My eyes aren't blind. She is a klutz and she is not going to be insulted from you."

"Oi, oi, that woman, how can she be better than y/n? In what ways?"

"Why does this involves y/n? Why compare them?"

"Pika, stop it. Killua, you too. You two should know better than anyone that it's not fun to take an insult." I interrupt them.

Silence fills in the room. Killua puts on his coat and walks towards the door. I walk to him as he sat down to put on his shoe.

"I'm sorry. I'm also sorry that she insulted Miki." I said.

"It's our fault anyway. Don't apologize." He said, not even looking up.

I felt like our distance grew further and further each time. I don't want that.

"Well, good luck with getting together with Miki. I'll always be here if you need a shoulder to cry on." I said forcing myself to laugh a bit.

"Shoulder to cry on? Well, I'll take your offer if the time even come to it." He said.

When will he be confessing? Is just watching okay? Stay tune!

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