As Long As You Love Me // 5sos

- Birthday girl -

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Alexa P.O.V.

After we ate, we went down to the pool, and as it was cold we took some blankets with us, and their guitars, so we would be entertained. Michael and Calum sat on the chairs next to the pool, grabbing a blanket and covering themselves with it, and then they gave another one to Ashton.

"Since you and Vanessa got well, why don't you sit together?" Michael asked.

"Yeah, sure." Vanessa replied with a smile. That fucker. Why the fuck she had to say yes?

"I don't mind." Ashton added, returning the smile. Well, I do, so can you guys fucking not?

"So, Alexa, you can sit with Luke." Michael said to me.

"Yeah, of course." I replied with a smirk to Vanessa, knowing that I would make her jealous as well. And I was right, she looked like she was going to kill me. Well bitch, now you will learn not to get close to my man.

We all sat down wrapped in our blankets. Luke with me, Michael with Calum, and Vanessa with Ashton. After some minutes of conversation, Michael and Calum started to hook up, making me tease them "Get a room you two."

"Fuck you." Michael replied, sticking his tongue out.

Then I looked at Ashton and Vanessa's direction and saw that they were laughing and whispering things in each others ears. Fucking douchebags.

And as Luke and I were doing nothing because Luke was attached to his phone talking with Aleisha and I was bored, I decided to create a conversation with him.

"So, Luke, how is going your relationship with Aleisha?" I asked loud enough for Vanessa to hear, because I knew that that would upset her and take her attention from Ashton.

"We're doing great. I really love her." Luke said with a big smile, and from the corner of my eye I saw Vanessa looking angry as hell. Well, if looks could kill I would be dead by now.

"You two look really cute together." I said and when I looked back at Vanessa I saw her eyes watering.

"Are you ok?" I heard Ashton asking her, probably because he noted that she was about to cry as well.

"Yeah, I'm fine." She replied looking away from Luke and I.

"Well, clearly you're not fine. Come here." He said pulling her for a hug.

"Hm, I'm going to the bathroom. I will be back in a minute." I informed as I was already standing up from my chair, and then almost running in the bathroom direction, but not whitout seeing Vanessa looking at me with a worried look.

Once I got there, I locked myself on one of the bathrooms and started kicking the wall at the same time as crying. God, I'm so fucked up. Did I just really hurt my best friend just because I was jealous of a fucking boy that doesn't even like me and didn't know about my existence four hours ago? I'm so fucking stupid and I hate myself so damn much right now. I didn't mean to hurt her, but being the bitch I am, of course I had to hurt her. I make her go through so much bullshit because of my stupidity, and even after that she doesn't leave me. I seriously don't deserve that girl's friendship.

Suddenly, I heard a door open, and as I didn't want anyone to see me crying, I quickly washed my face so no one would notice, and then, after taking a deep breath to calm down, I got out of the bathroom and returned to the pool.

"Curtain closes, oh that's cliche.

Like a story, of a bad day.

Back to square one, where I started.