Death by Daisies

Chapter 43: good girl...

I felt arms pulling me away from Tae. It was almost midnight. And Tae didn't wake up. I wanted to look at the person but I was unrealistically tired.

The person carried me bridle style somewhere. While still being carried, my head finally turns to the man.

"H-hose-" Hoseok cut me off.

"Shhh. Just sleep." His soothing voice said.

"What-" he cut me off again.

"Just stay quiet. I can't allow you to sleep with another man." He continued to speak calmly.

I continued to look at him with lazy eyes. A few seconds later I'm placed on another bed. He pulls the sheet over my body then walks to his side of the bed. He lays beside me before cuddling up close to me for warmth.

"H-Hoseok.. w-what am I doing here?" I asked.

"Sleep." He hummed.

"I-I can't. I'm confused."

His head lifts off my shoulder and hovers over my head, "Don't you trust me?"

"No." I lazily grin.

"Why?" He whines.

"Hm. Maybe because you've been a pervert recently. Tried to kiss me today. And now, allowing me to sleep with you. In fact, take me away to sleep with you." I say.

He opened his mouth to speak, but I cut him off, "You're a really weird person." I mumbled, turning away from him.

"Me? How?" He questioned.

"One day, I'm in danger by you. The next, you're a pervert. And the next, you're normal." I closed my eyes.

He was lost for words.

"I-i-i. It's you're fault. You're the one who confuses me." He admitted.

"How do I?" I scoff.

His head hits the pillow, "well I don't know. One second I want to kill you, and the next you're okay."

"I'm okay?" I huff, "You could say better."

"Fine," he says, as if I could sense his smirk. He wraps his arm around my hips and brings his mouth to my ear.

"You're beautiful~" he says with a husky voice.

Shivers send all over me, For two different reasons. One, his romantic voice and words. Two, it's scaring me with his pervertedness.

I push myself forward, trying to get out of his grip.

"Yah, get off me! You're scaring me!" I loudly whisper.

I sit myself up, facing diagnaly towards him, as he tries to pull me closer.

My hands slip from his force. Causing me to fall to my side, facing him, and him pulling me into his chest.

I press against his torso, but I couldn't, my arms was trapped between him.

"Why am I scaring you?" He smirks, "do you think I'll do somthing.. bad to you?"

My face was mixed with fear and disguisement.

"What are you thinking?" His head comes closer.

I turn my head away, not wanting to face him.

After what I've learned from Hoseok. After reading his mind. I don't want to love him...

But sometimes..

you can't help it.

But I'm holding back. Yes, I know you're probably thinking, 'How could you love someone that beats you?'.. even I don't know the answer to that. I do hate him. But he was my childhood crush. And when he puts me into situations that are romantic, I feel as though he would change. But he doesn't. He always goes back. I wish he would change, I hope he does.