Inevitable

Chapter (24)

Two days passed. Zeynep was released from the hospital but she wasn't in this world anymore. She was like a ghost. A shell of herself. They were keeping her under drugs because being awake means a lot of screaming and crying. She was on the verge of losing her mind completely.

Emir talked to his father. Galip has alot of connection in the politics and the underground shady stuff. Emir asked for his help.

Kemal and his friends as well as the police were looking for the man that took Poyraz. Also the police were looking into every shipment that was leaving istanbul. The whole city was on alert. Media became aware of the situation. (Emir Kozguoglu has a son and he was missing) it was the talk of the hour.

It was dark out side Emir was sitting in his office with Mehmet looking into some informations. Suddenly, Efsane came to Emir's office telling him that Zeynep was outside and wanted to see him. Emir went out side and found Zeynep standing with his mother. Emir was surprised to see her. And a little happy. He couldn't see her since the day at the police station. She looked horrible though. She looked like a living dead. Emir went to her.

"Zeynep.. what are you doing here?"

"I wanted to see you"

"Okay let's sit"

"Nooo. I don't want to sit" Zeynep was smiling it was really disturbing.

Something was wrong with her. Zeynep suddenly took Emir's hand in hers. Emir was shocked. She gripped his hand tightly and looked into his eyes.

"Poyraz is alive.. He is. Our son is alive"

"Zeynep. How did you know that??"

"I can feel it Emir .. here" She put one of his hands on her heart.

"I can feel it here.. my Poyraz is alive.. he's close to me I can feel it"

Emir didn't know what to do.. he did the only thing that can make her happy. He gripped her face with both hands smiling at her.

"You are absolutely right.. he's alive and we will find him"

"Yeah" Zeynep giggled softly. The he pulled her to his chest hugging her.

Emir hugged her for minutes. Zeynep was silent in his arms.

Emir can hear his mother's soft sobs in the background. Zeynep then looked at him. Smiling like a little girl.like she used to do when he played her. He can't look at her without remembering those old times. Yes he was playing but it was the only time in his life that he felt free. If only Nihan wasn't in his life and Kemal wasn't his enemy. He would have never hurt her. She was so innocent and pure, therefore He owe her an apology. He own her finding her son. He own her being the man he is today. She made him a father in spite of him. She changed him.

...

Later Emir called Kemal
And told him that Zeynep is at his house. Kemal wanted to come and get her but Emir told him that she wasn't herself and that she was asleep right now. Kemal didn't argue. Another thing Zeynep and Poyraz did. They made Kemal and Emir have a normal talk with out strangling each other.

Emir watched over Zeynep for some time then went to his office. After some hours he heard sounds in Zeynep's room. Yes that what he started to call it. Emir went to her and found her lying on the bed hugging a small below, crying. She tried to muffel the sound with the below but Emir heard her.

He took a few steps forward and sat on the bed. She was giving him his back her shoulders were shaking softly. Emir's heart broke for her. He laid beside her on the bed and hugged her from behind. Zeynep gripped his hand rightly.

"Emir.. "

"Shshsh..."

"Emir.. my soul hurts.. everything hurts.. "

"I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry"
Emir hugged her tightly. His head in her hair. He kissed her head repeatedly.

Zeynep cried for an hour then fall asleep again. Both slept that night hugging eachother tightly.