"My Love in Haikyuu🌹" [Haikyuu Various X Reader] ff

[14]

I was in my room, crying, alone, not knowing what to do anymore. "Why did I even go with them?" I didn't even wanna remember the past... Oh, wait. How stupid of me, I was the one to agree... Well, Sugawara kinda forced me to come, but still. I agreed.

DING DONG

My doorbell suddenly rang, since my mother wasn't there, I had to get it. "Ugh... Who the hell is it?" I got up from my bed, went downstairs and opened the door. 

"Hey, (Y/n)!!" Everybody was there, in front of me. They were smiling and I could see that they were worried too.

"I need some time alone, please." I covered my face.

"C'mon (Y/n)! You've been absent for a week now... We're worried about you." Hinata had his sad face, seems like he's about to cry.

"You've been ignoring my texts and calls and I know you would never do that, at least come back, munchkin." Tsukishima says..

"Just leave me alone... Give me more time." I said, not looking at them.

"A week has been enough for us!" Kageyama shouted at me... Damn he's scary.

Daichi sighed in defeat, "Let's give her some more time... We're going to visit you again, if we have to." Then everyone left me... I'm alone, again.

I closed the door and went back up to my room, I looked outside the window and saw them leaving slowly.

"I'm such an asshole... I just had a fight with Akaashi, not with them, they might think I'm a bad friend now." Tears were slowly rolling down to my cheeks.

"I- I didn't want this to happen... I- I'm so mean- I hate myself so much! I bet they don't even care about me anymore..." I continued to sob and cry.

I saw scissors on my desk, I stood up and grabbed it. "Is this even the right thing to do? They''ll worry about me more and more if I continue to do this." I thought about them but I decided to cut my hands anyways.

"It... It hurts so much." I laughed while crying, "I'm going crazy, screw you Akaashi... You still make my heart beat when I see you... I wanna get over him, fast." 

I let go of the scissors and decided to sleep and forget the pain.

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