First Draft || Endless Bloodshed

27. Great, Just Great.

Deadly Darkness || Chapter Twenty Seven || Great, Just Great.

Kris laid awake waiting for Loki to sneak in like he had the last couple nights.

Although she didn't have any good experience with mates, she was sure it wasn't suppose to be like this.

She rarely saw him in the mornings and never saw him til he snuck in.

She would never admit it but she was hurt.

Kris hurt so bloody much, it was gut wrenching.

After her first mate had rejected she had lost all hope of love, then she meet Loki she was so sure they would be like any other mated pair.

Not that they had physical mated but still.

Kris couldn't help but think it was her fault, she was like a bad luck charm, nothing ever good happened to her.

The 'creak' of the door signified Loki's entrance, Kris debated whether to confront him or pretend to be asleep as she had done before.

When he slope slipped into the bed Kris turned over and asked, "where have you been?" and was immediately awed by his beauty.

Men were supposed to be handsome but Loki couldn't be anything but gorgeous.

Hip length dreadlocks, greenish blue eyes that were now staring back in shock.

"About" he answered.

About. That was his answer, about. Didn't he care for her even a bit.

A tiny bit of Kris relents* Loki for making her feel so weak, she has never felt so many conflicting emotions about someone.

"The truth, Loki" Kris stated clearly.

"Around Kris damn with the third degree!" Loki growled sitting up.

"How is asking what my mate has been the "third degree"?" Kris snarled back, "if you don't want me just rejected me!  Don't torture me like this!"

Loki frozen when he heard her words he never meant for her to feel this way. He never wanted her to feel as if she wasn't good enough it was him that wasn't good enough.

"I'm sorry sweetheart, I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry!" Loki chanted pulling Kris into his lap and started rocking, not knowing if it was for his sake or hers, but either way he didn't stop.

Tears leaked from both their eyes hating that they were fighting.

Once both had stopped crying Kris mumbled, "you weren't even there. And you haven't noticed"

"When and want?"

"Char is the daughter of Cin, one of the Originals, being daughter to an Original has its advantages. She gave be back my sight"

Loki swung Kris around to face him took hold oh her hands and stared into her eyes, gasping when he took in her left eye.

While the right side was clouded over in veil of black, her left eye shone bright. A bright orange.

Together the took in every inch of each others faces, occasionally letting their fingers run over the others faces.

"I love you dreadlocks" Kris sighed, tugging fondly at his dreadlocks.

"Yeah they are pretty damn co-" Loki's eyes went as wide as saucers, "want do I look like to you?" he asked excited.

'Please don't say blond hair brown eyes' Loki repeated over and over again in his mind