#51🗡

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• Every time someone asks me if I'm okay, it's just a reminder that I'm not.

• I'm not sad. But I'm not exactly happy either. I can laugh and joke and smile during the day, but sometimes when I'm alone at night I forget how to feel.

• I stopped being me such a long time ago. I can't even remember who that was.

• I'm so scared the rest if my life is gonna feel like this. If it does, I'll kill myself.

• Was it fun for you to watch me fall apart?

~ I knew a boy who liked to draw, he drew pictures that nobody saw. He was most artistic late at night, in the bathroom, out of sight. He kept a secret no one knew,he didn't tell a soul and his gallery grew. His drawings were different, no paper or pen, but needed a bandage now and again. We stood by the river under the stars, he rolled up his sleeves and showed me his scars. He felt embarrassed and looked down at his shoe, then I rolled up my sleeves and whispered, "I draw too."

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