Be careful what you wish for

Chapter 7 ~ old friends and new ones

I was having such a good time with my new friends that I totally forgot about Clara and Sky! I can't believe I did! I feel bad. No, I don't just feel bad I feel awful, I feel like the worst friend in the world! But I can't let them know that. We had an argument, it's was really bad. I had hardly ever argued with them before and if I ever did it was small and we got over it and were best friends again five minutes after. But not with this one. No. I have a feeling we are not going to be friends again in five minutes. I have a feeling actually, that we might never be friends again...

They came up to me today in school. Sky spoke first.
'Why the hell are you hanging round with them!?' She spat.
'Who?'
'Don't give me that you bloody well know who!'
*I stay silent*
'That girl bullied you for years and now you're suddenly besties!' Piped in Clara
'I mean...'
'What happened to us , do we not even EXIST anymore?!'
'Yes , but ...'
'Yes but nothing , you don't even SPEAK to us anymore!'
'I ...'
'We used to be so close , but now..?'
'Just listen , I ...'
'I don't know what is going on in that head of yours but you always told us how much you hated them !'
'Let me exp..!'
'You have changed Zara , and not for the good.'
'RIGHT OK , IVE HAD ENOUGH , WHY CANT I HAVE MORE FRIENDS THAN JUST YOU TWO , I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT BE HAPPY FOR ME , BUT NO YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS LITTLE PIGS WITH NO LIVES , you know I bet you stalk us , just WISHING , that you could be ANYTHING like us , AND I HAVE NO CLUE WHY I WAS EVER FRIENDS WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE NOT WORTH IT!' Oh my god , I don't mean that , what have I done!

'I don't even know who you are anymore ' and with that , they turned their backs and walked away.
No no no ! Not that , why couldn't they shout and scream at me back ?! They weren't supposed to do that! Still , I can't take it back now !

Nearly the whole school saw it. The girls had left so I was just stood there on my own with everyone staring at me.
'Take a picture, it will last longer' I snapped
And with that I stormed away , back to my house , went straight to my room and burst out in tears.

What was I going to do ?!

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She has now lost her old friends ! Are you team old friends or team new friends? Leave a comment and let me know! Again , I would love to hear feedback!
Bye for now ,

Liss 💗