An hour and a minute

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11:00 PM

It was too painful.

11:01PM

I just wanted the pain to stop.

11:02 PM

I've been crying for almost three hours already.

11:03 PM

I felt so weak.

11:04 PM

I've been starving myself.

11:05 PM

I felt so devastated.

11:06 PM

I felt so damn restless.

11:07 PM

You made me feel unwanted.

11:08 PM

You made me feel so insecure and so little.

11:09 PM

You accused me of doing something I'd never do; cheat.

11:10 PM

A minute before making a wish.

11:11 PM

I silently wished to be okay as soon as I wake up tomorrow.

11:12 PM

I received a message from you. I wish you knew how the butterflies in my stomach went wild that moment.

11:13 PM

We talked again, but not the same way we used to before.

11:14 PM

I asked you about your ex. I really was a masochist, right? Haha.

11:15 PM

You answered me honestly. You told me a lot of things about her. A lot.

11:16 PM

I noticed how proud you were that she became your girlfriend even just for a short period of time.

11:17 PM

Little did you know I was hurting a lot.

11:18 PM

You didn't notice it, right?

11:19 PM

I was telling the truth when I told you I was already hurting.

11:20 PM

I wanted to change the topic because I was unable to handle the pain I was feeling.

11:21 PM

We talked about some random things.

11:22 PM

Tonight, I finally shared something about my past to you.

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