11:00 PM
It was too painful.
11:01PM
I just wanted the pain to stop.
11:02 PM
I've been crying for almost three hours already.
11:03 PM
I felt so weak.
11:04 PM
I've been starving myself.
11:05 PM
I felt so devastated.
11:06 PM
I felt so damn restless.
11:07 PM
You made me feel unwanted.
11:08 PM
You made me feel so insecure and so little.
11:09 PM
You accused me of doing something I'd never do; cheat.
11:10 PM
A minute before making a wish.
11:11 PM
I silently wished to be okay as soon as I wake up tomorrow.
11:12 PM
I received a message from you. I wish you knew how the butterflies in my stomach went wild that moment.
11:13 PM
We talked again, but not the same way we used to before.
11:14 PM
I asked you about your ex. I really was a masochist, right? Haha.
11:15 PM
You answered me honestly. You told me a lot of things about her. A lot.
11:16 PM
I noticed how proud you were that she became your girlfriend even just for a short period of time.
11:17 PM
Little did you know I was hurting a lot.
11:18 PM
You didn't notice it, right?
11:19 PM
I was telling the truth when I told you I was already hurting.
11:20 PM
I wanted to change the topic because I was unable to handle the pain I was feeling.
11:21 PM
We talked about some random things.
11:22 PM
Tonight, I finally shared something about my past to you.