They think I'm okay just because I smile.
They think I have a perfect life. They think I'm smart just because of all the medals and trophies I have. Some of them admire me for they think I'm a perfect daughter whilst some of them hate me and call me such disgusting names because of envy and insecurity.
People think I can easily get all the things I want.
Little did they know, I worked hard to achieve all of it.
People tend to choose fallacy over fact.
They believe my smiles are all real.
They believe we are financially stable.
They believe I'm strong.
They believe I'm brave.
They believe I'll make it.
They believe I can still handle the pain.
Little did they know, behind all of these, is a girl who's trying to survive and save her own life from drowning in misery and darkness.
What they never really know is that, I'm just a small girl in this big big big world full of fake people.
I'm just a girl writing down all her destructive thoughts.
I'm not perfect, like what they always think of me.
I have a body of an angel and a face of a sinner.
Nothing's really special in me. I'm just another writer with a broken soul, chaotic mind, and poetic heart. I'm just a random girl who's trying her best to hide her sadness by smiling and laughing like everything's in place.
