I Will Fix You (Ziall)

Chapter 26

"Niall."

Greg said on the other line. Niall's heart is pounding, he's having anxiety. He waited for Greg to say something but after a long pause, he decided that Greg is the one whose waiting for him to say something.

"I... I... Listen, Greg. I-I'm sorry." He said, his voice quivering.

Greg didn't answer so Niall figured that Greg wanted him to explain.

"I, what Zayn said is... True."

"Do you know what you're saying Niall?!" Niall flinched at the sudden rise of Greg's voice.

"I-I," Niall started to cry, but still trying hard to talk. "I'm really sorry Greg. I d-don't wanna be like t-this! I wanna be normal-"

"But you're not! Because you didn't try hard!" Greg cut him off by shouting.

"G-Greg please.. Don't shout. Y-you know how I-I feel when you're s-shouting at me.." And Niall stiffled a sob.

"Then I must really shout! You need to realize what you did, what you are is wrong!"

"I'm so sorry Greg! Please! I-"

"No! And to think that the whole fucking world already know about this! That you're gay and you're even inlove with that Zayn! Do you know how much that can affect our family?!"

"I'm sorry... Please.. I'm sorry.. So sorry... Sorry..." Niall started to sob uncontrollably though he's trying to stop it, knowing he might anger Greg more.

"You know what? You're a disgrace in this family Niall! I... I don't have a brother like you."

'Beep beep beep'

And Greg hung up.

Niall is crying hard, his whole face red. He's clutching the phone in his hand tightly. He started to crouch down on the ground. He's crying so hard that no sound is coming from him. His whole body is shaking- from fear, sadness, guilt, loneliness..

It's like someone is trying to cut his body into half but can't really do it so it just kept on cutting him, not sure when the pain is going to end. He's being tortured to infinity. There's no end to it.

He's rejected. By the whole world... By Zayn... By his own family... By his brother..

He just continued to cry and cry and cry. The tears streamed down his face. He's not aware of the world anymore. He's not aware that a bird stopped right in front of him just looking, maybe wondering why this creature looks so tormented, so much in pain. He's not aware that rain started to pour down, hard. And the bird flew away, remembering that she have to take her babies into safety.

Niall is not aware of anything. The only thing he knows is that, he's hurt. He's in pain.

He's lonely.

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A/N

Fact: This story is gonna end this week.

My friend kept on asking me how can I keep writing when I barely have readers and doesn't get a lot of votes. So I told her that I'm writing this fanfic not because I wanna have votes or anything. I'm writing this because I like to write. Though I don't really have the talent. I actually release my frustrations through writing. I know someone out there know and understand what I'm talking about here. :)

But still, it makes me so happy that there are people who still appreciate this story. Thank you so much!

Anyway, sorry for this short update. I need to cut it for the story's sake. Love looooove xx

Sorry for the typos and grammatical errors.