Homo In Denial (boyxboy)

Chapter 18

Alright, so drama is finally up. And oh lok PLOT DEVELOPMENT. Who woulda thunk it. Not that anyone is reading. It would be so kind if anybody commented. Really I'm begging you. You know from the beginning where I said NO HATEFILLED HOMO COMMENTS? I take that back. Please, any attention is good attention. LOVE ME.

Regardless, if you do comment I'll had kinky crap in the next chapter. Actually even if you DON'T. I will... I'm just going to add kinky stuff in the next chapter. Lol ttyl. LIKE/FAVORITE/VOTE/DRYHUMPSOMEONEYOULOVE. lol k bye.

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Chapter 18 –

I was kind of glad when Giovanni wanted to talk, but I was still annoyed when he wanted everything to go back to normal. Before you broke my heart again? Before I even noticed that I might have some flimsy little crush on you? Before I could even tell what I felt for you was just admiration taken in a whole new way or a slight chance I might like you in that way? No, I wanted to say, fuck no. But the way he just apologized, excuse me for being a pushover, I couldn’t say no.

And I felt those feelings flutter inside of me. Shit. I don’t like him, I’m not gay, I repeated to myself. But regardless of those feelings it was just nice to have him back as a friend… Yeah, awesome back to square one, just like the old times.

Right after the whole Giovanni thing I went to go work, as usual. Alyssa passed by me and bumped me before walking away without an apology. Rude much, I thought. I was about to go after her until suddenly felt arms wrap around my waist. Surprise, surprise, it was Finny.

He leaned in closer and placed his chin on my shoulder giving me that nervous feeling whenever he touched me. Yes, I’ve grown closer to Finny in a more… friend like way, but he’s been laying on the whole best friends’ forever hug crap really thick lately. About, like, a few weeks ago.

 “So, how are you John?” Finny asked giving me that inane smile of his.

“Oh, I’m good,” I replied returning the smile.

“As you should be, you’re getting fit. Why is it because of that guy you’re hanging out with at school?”

“Johnny? How did you know about him?”

“From Alyssa, girl is a real chatter mouth.”

“Oh, I see, well yeah, he’s been helping me work out a bit at the gym.”

“So you two are an item?”

“What no! I’m not gay!”

“Oh, yeah, my bad didn’t mean to think you were John.”

With that Finny released me from his grasp and rubbed his forehead lightly before looking at the chef’s glare. Finny reminded that we had to get the orders in unless we wanted the chef to start yelling at us again. I groaned lightly, knowing Finny was at fault for stalling the both of us and having us prone to chef’s yelling.

After all this time I don’t even know the dude’s name.

“Well, alright, let’s work,” I said.

“Hey John, do you even have my number?” Finny asked.

“Um, no, now then you mentioned it.”

“Well now you do.”

Finny slipped my phone back into my pocket and quickly ran off to his tables. I was kind of confused. I didn’t even know Finny had my phone in the first place. Then I realized that he probably pick pocketed my phone. It was kind of weird, I’ve known Finny for a month or so and I don’t even know the guy to well… The only thing I know about him is that Giovanni was his brother and the two of them had a horrible childhood.