Don't tell anyone

Alaska I'm sorry

~ Kamryn's POV ~

"Dude she's hot, I don't think she'll ever go for a guy like you no offence" I tease Luke, he punches my arm and I pretend not to get hurt cause you know cause I'm a man, I'm a guy.

"wow she is something" Michael says in a high pitched voice, Both Alaska and I stare at him and he throws his hands in the air and mouths 'sorry'

"Dude can I see her?" Cal asks, Alaska slaps his arm and he kisses her cheek, they're really sweet but Cal has to speak up that we slept together cause I can't do it now and right now is kind of a perfect time to tell Alaska and Luke.

"oh." Cal says under his breath, Alaska looks at him confused and puts her arm on his shoulder whispering 'what's wrong'. Cal rushes off to the bathroom not knowing what the fuck he'll do.

"Ok so do you know her name luke?" Michael asks, breaking the silence, Luke brings out a paper and puts in the center

"Yeah what is it" I say, I can't believe Luke likes me I mean I like him too but its so hard to be 2 people you know. I have no time to be Kamryn, I have to be Ashton 24/7.

"Kamryn Sawyer, its a really pretty name" Luke says keeping the paper away, But I still wondered why he hasn't called me yet like I gave that paper to him 2 days ago and he never called me.

"I wanna spin the bottle this time!!" Michael commands, Luke hands him the bottle and he spins it and it points at him

"Ohh who knew... I kind of had a crush on Alaska before" Michael says as Cal comes back in the circle. Cal hits the back of his head

"Really Mikey?" Alaska asks

"Yea I mean your really pretty and - " Michael gets cut off by Cal

"Enough Michael, we get it you used to like her just as long you don't anymore" Cal says , I grab the bottle from Michael's hand and I spin it softly

"Alaska your turn" I say, she looks up at the ceiling and bites her nails

"I don't really have anything to say umm.." She says

"Come on spill the beans Alaska" I say she gives me the death glare and I just laugh

"I umm... know all your passwords to your twitter acount" She says quickly

"YOU WHAT?!" Luke shouts

"Yea its penguinlover101 right?" Alaska says laughing, we all join her while Luke burries himself in his hands.

"And Michael yours is - " Alaska gets cut off by Michael jumping on her and covering her mouth

"Fine I wont tell rainbowmichael" Alaska laughs, Michael pushes her playfully

"Ok I cant hold this anymore all of you shut up and listen" Calum shouts, we all follow him about 5 minutes after.

~ Calum's POV ~

I'm about to tell all of them that I slept with Kamryn, I don't wanna hurt Alaska and Luke, especially Alaska but if I don't tell the truth sooner or later it will be worse and right seems like a good time to tell her.

"That girl Kamryn I...slept with her" And there it was I told them, I dont know why but Alaska looked at Ashton and he chased after her while Luke was still theere trying to figure out what I've just said

Shit.

~ Kamryn's POV ~

I can't believe he said it. I stare at the ground for a couple of minutes and I realize how vulnerable Alaska is. I run after Alaska and finally got her by the arm, she looked like a mess her mascara was dripping down her face.

"How could you?!" She screams

"Alaska I didnt know that you were together" I argued

"I DONT CARE YOU COULD'VE TOLD ME WHEN WE MET!!" She shouts

"I WAS SCARED TO TELL YOU ALASKA IM SO SORRY" I shout back

"YOU KNOW WHAT SAVE IT, I ACTUALLY THOUGHT WE COULD BE BEST FRIENDS and I thought I could trust you" She whispers the last part and stares at me

"But I was wrong" She spits out and slams the door

I go back to the boys and see Luke staring at the ground with confusion written on his face he grabs a pillow and pressed his head into the pillow

"I'm going after her" Calum says and grabs his phone on the ground

"I'm coming with" Michael says

"Hey Luke" I say he removes the pillow from his face, he looked like he'd just gotten beaten up

"What the fu -" He cuts me off before I could curse

"I know.. could you leave me alone first?" He politely asks, I nod my head and walk out

I had no idea where to go I see the nearest coffee shop called "Bean Area" well it could have been worse, I walk in and see a decent looking coffee shop and decent people. Its innevitable to see people studying here especially those who are in college.

Before I could order I go inside the comfort room and remove my wig making my hair fall down. I take off my fannel and hide the wig. Ashton's outfit could actually pass for a girl outfit. I xit the room and got my order.

"Name?" I read the guys tag it said 'Steve'.

"As- Kamryn" I say, real smooth Kamryn

"Okay.." He says extending the kay part

I take a seat and I decide to call Alaska.

Ring Ring Ring

Pick up

Ring Ring Ring

PLEASE ALASKA

Ring Ring Ri-

"What do you waa-nt" She stutters, obviously she's been crying non stop I mean who could blame her.

"I'm so sorry Alaska, I was just afraid to tell you" I say and I hear my name being called, I grab my drink and went back to my seat waiting for Alaska to talk

"I want to forgive you but I really can't Kam. What you did really hurt me" She says full of pain in her voice.

"Its okay I understand" I say

"Bye" She ends the call and I take a sip from my cappuccino which shockingly tastes e
Really good maybe I should go here often

I felt really guilty of how I dint tell Alaksa earlier but what if I did tell her earlier would things end differently , what if I never bumped into Calum, so many what if's are running through my head my phone drops on the ground as I got out of the tall chair to pick it up but I got beaten to it by some dude. I said the casual thanks and small smile.

*come to my flat asap* - Alaska

A/N:
HI GUYS SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED FOR 6 MONTHS I FORGOT ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING IRDK WHY BUT IM BACK HAHA I WILL FINISH THIS STORY AND I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER TELL ME WHAT U THINK THX ILY YOU GUYS KEEP VOTING AND READING PLEASE THANKS!
-mands