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~ Kamryn's POV ~

"Michael come on that's total bullshit" I say trying to act normally

"I know the real Ashton and he isn't like that" He says, pointing at my wig

"I changed is there a problem?" I ask, going inside the apartment

He nodded his head 'No' and rolled his eyes, I really can't let anyone know about this if they find out both Ashton and I are dead.

"Luke are Cal and Alaska coming?" Michael asks, taking a seat on the couch I follow him and sit in the other edge of the couch totally sitting like a dude, yea that's right I can sit like a dude

"Ash you ok mate, why aren't you talking as much" Luke asks handing Michael a bowl of popcorn, Michael starts laughing

"Cause he changed" Michael mocks me, he chokes on a popcorn and I start giggling, hopefully not like a girl

"Karma's a bitch" I say, Luke starts laughing while we watch Michael suffer.

"Whatever Ashton" He says emphazining on the name 'Ashton', Luke looks at the both of confused as fuck and I just ignore it but how he looks so cute when he's confused

This is where I realized that I needed to tell Michael that I wasn't really Ashton, I need him to help me tell me how the real 'Ashton' acts and everything since he's going to be with me most of the time and we rarely meet up with Alaska, girlfriends can't go on tour with us maybe that's another reason why the real 'Ashton' left.

"I'm going to go take a dump" Luke says, alreading removing his belt, I would be honored to do that for him I could also remove his pants, but its gonna be pretty hard he wears really skinny jeans, skinnier than mine.

"Come here Michael" I say with my normal 'Kamryn' voice, he din't really look suprised since he already had the idea that I wasn't Ashton he moves next to me, with a smirk on his face

"I knew it, so tell me everything please" He asks, offering me some popcorn. I refuse and move on to tell him what happened why the real Ashton isn't here, where he went, who I really am and so on and so forth

"Do you want me to help you out?" He asks putting a hand on my shoulder

"Yeh that's why I told you" I say with a smile he offers a hug but I refuse it because I hear Luke coming out of the bathroom

Michael goes back to the edge of the couch and we both pretend nothing happened, Luke sits in between us and starts singing the lines of the song 'I miss you'. Michael sings along with him while I stare at the drums sitting at the corner of his apartment. I get up and walk to it and it all comes back good times.. Really good times

~ Flashback ~

Today is the day competition for international drummer academy or the 'IDA', if I win this I will get a scholarship for drumming and drumming is my life.

I get in my dad's car along with my mom and my brother. I check my backpack if I had my drumsticks which I have been using since I was 9 it's very special to me. I keep them in a box which I made it may look crappy but it's fine it's the effort that counts.

We get to the place and it's pretty big and really cold, good thing I have my hoodie on. My parents and my brother leave me so I could sign up my name while they find seats nearest to the stage. I see my mom and dad waving at me and my brother texting someone. My phone vibrates and see my brothers text

From: ugly brother

Good luck lil sis :)

To: ugly brother