Jay,
I finally saw you after 3 long days. You didn't come to school on friday and I guess I knew the reason. I wanted to run away from school because it was boring without you. Your girlfriend; Leah didn't come either. I was kind of happy she didn't. I was so furious with her. How could she hurt you? The day ended slowly and for the whole weekend I did nothing but think about you. I just wanted to see you one more time. I wanted to know that you were fine. But I couldn't do anything.
I tried calling you so many times but every time I would chicken out. I even fought with my mom over stupid things because I was so pissed off. Cady scolded me for being like this but I couldn't help it. I asked her to call you but she said it's a stupid idea.
I had no option but to pray that you would come today and you did. You were fine as compared to the last time I saw you. Not as cheerful as you were usually but still better. Your girlfriend or maybe I can say your ex-girlfriend was there too but you two didn't talk so I thought you two still didn't get over your fight.
To be honest at a point of time I was happy that you two broke up. I was ecstatic that maybe I would have a chance with you. Silly me? No.
Well, when I saw your face when you looked at her I was shook off from my trance. I will never have any chance with you because you really love her. You were looking at her with so much pain and love that I mentally slapped myself for thinking like that.
I wish you two would be back together because I don't want you to be hurt.
Edited by eveyyyx3
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