Dear,
Saying that I missed you would be an understatement; I couldn’t concentrate on anything. I don't know why all this is happening to me, but sometimes, I just feel like crying. I want to forget that I love you. I feel like something should happen to me so I’d forget you. My mom is always scolding me for daydreaming and not concentrating on my studies. She warns me that I won’t be accepted into a good college if this keeps up. I know she’s concerned about my future, but I can't stop thinking about you.
I just want to run and hug you and tell you whatever I feel like. As soon as this thought comes into my mind, my subconscious warns me that you love someone else and you would probably laugh at me. Sometimes, I’m so jealous of you—that you’re so happy—and I keep sulking like a fool. This is ruining my life. I hate myself for being so naive. Cady’s right; I dream about the impossible.
I’m sure that, even after knowing what I do, I’d never stop loving you—or even thinking about you. But, I’ll at least try concentrate on my career—to stop thinking about you. I’ll go out with Cady and have fun. I promise I’ll value whoever loves me and cares about me.
I will try my best to live my life and stop sulking while thinking about you.
Missing you like hell.
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Letters I will never send
Fiksi Remaja"Nights in white satin, Never reaching the end. Letters I've written, Never meaning to send." Hi! I am Ellie and I am in love with a guy who loves someone else. Frustrated with my inability to confess my love to him I have decided to write my feeli...
