Chapter 18

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After I woke up, I started to walk home, and think about my dream.

"If you choose the right door you will get everything you could have ever imagined," the Trever mirror had said. Did I want to feel Robbie's lips on mine? Yes. Yes I did.

When I walked through the door, I was embraced in a huge hug from Luke.

"I am sooo sorry!" he said with his arms around my stomach. I put my head in the crook of his neck, and shed a tear. I have so many questions running through my head. And some phrases.

Why are you still alive?

You like Robbie... Don't you?

Kill yourself. Nobody would notice except Luke. Nobody would care.

"Its fine,"I smiled.

"Are you sure?" he asked

"Possitive," I walked up to my room and grabbed my guitar. I thought of a song to play and decided on Catch Me by Demi Lovato. I began to sing...

Before I fall, to fast

kiss me quick, but make it last

so I can see how badly this will hurt me

when you say goodbye

Keep it sweet

keep it slow

let the futre pass

and dont let go

But tonight I could fall to soon

under this beautiful moonlight

But youre so hipnotizing

youve got me laughing while I sing

youve got me smiling in my sleep

And I can see this unraveling

your love is where Im falling

but please dont catch me

See this heart

wont settle down

like a child running scared from a clown

Im terrified of what you do

my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away

so I can breath

even though youre far from sufficating me

I cant set my hopes to high

'cause every 'hello

ends with a 'goodbye'

But youre so hipnotizing 

youve got me laughing while I sing

Youve got me smilig in my sleep

But I can see this unraveling

Your love is where Im falling

But please dont catch me

Now you see

Why Im scared

I cant open my heart

Without a care

But here I go

Its what I feel

And for the first time when you laugh

I know its real

But youre so hipnotizing

Youve got me laughing while I sing

Youve got me smiling in my sleep

And I can see this unraveling

Your love is where Im falling

But please dont catch me

If this is love please dont break me

Im  giving up so just catch me.

When I was down I took a deep breath and walked downstairs.

Hey guys! I wrote this part last minute so sorry for the grammer errors. If I dont update on Friday, Im sorry. My dad has state softball this weekend and Im going so I will try to update but if I dont Im sorry.

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