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(i'm so fucking soft wow)
valentina's pov
'so what did you say after he said that?' asks luisa.
'i didn't say anything! i didn't know what to say.' i say.
'won't he hear what you're saying?' asks alejandro.
'no he's currently at training, he won't be back for another half hour.' i say. i'm still at paulo's, i originally was supposed go in the morning but i overslept as i was so tired. alejandro, luisa and i are currently in a group call so i can explain my current situation.
'what are you going to do?' she asks.
'that's the thing, i have no idea! i don't want to just block him out of my life as he's been so nice to me and he'll probably think i used him for his money. i don't want to be his girlfriend as i have no feelings for him but then i don't want to friend zone him.' i say sighing.
'what was he like when you actually got back to his place?' she asks.
'he was quiet for a while but then he was fine. we watched a film together, ordered some pizza and then just talked until 4am.'
'i've just got a question, do you think the reason you don't have feelings for him now is from 5 years ago or something else? i'm only asking as i haven't met paulo.' asks alejandro.
'i think it does have a small tiny part of it but i just generally don't have feelings for him. maybe i will in the future but at this moment in town, i don't.' i say and they both stay quiet.
'i think i know the exact reason why you're so bothered about this.' says luisa.
'you're scared of falling for paulo again, it turns out it lead you om and he breaks your heart again.' says luisa, i stay silent as i know she's right.
'when he comes back from training, tell him the truth. tell him who you really are and what happened 5 years ago. it's the best way tina.' says alejandro.
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'hey tina.' says paulo walking in with a smile, his training bag on his back .
'how was training?' i ask looking up from my phone.
'it was alright, it made me extremely hungry.' he says sitting on the sofa next to me.
