Abducted Then Adopted

Just end it all

I would cry and cry. Ever since "Damon's friend" ben raped me I have just been emotionless. Mom and dad have been having to keep Michael because I couldn't I've been in my bed crying, screaming, asking god why? Why me?,. I haven't eaten in 2 days. One day Aaron came by to visit but I didn't want any company. But today I have to get up I have to tell Damon what happened.

I told mom and dad where I was going and they both told me that I should go, and I was surprised to hear that from dad considering her never like Damon.

On the way to Damon's house I was crying, I cried the whole drive there. I didn't call or text him I just went. I was at his house on his door step. I knocked but the door was already open. Without thinking I just walked in only to hear nosies and these weren't just any nosies they were moaning nosies. My heart dropped. I started crying harder. And I don't know why but I went to where the nosies where to find Damon and some girl in his room, the girl was riding Damon like there was no tomorrow and he was groaning and moaning. I gasped and loud enough damon turned and looked at me. And he basically threw the girl off of him and said.

"Oh my god! Baby I'm so sorry! It didn't mean anything I-".

"Just don't Damon. Just don't".

I said as I walked down stairs out to my car to be followed by Damon with some shorts on . He grabbed my arm.

" Bella I'm sorry".

I laugh" your sorry. Oh yea Damon I bet you are sorry. You know what I'm sorry to. I only came here to tell you your friend raped me and-".

My friend what friend! WHO RAPED YOU!".

" BEN!".

I saw Damon's face fill with anger and rage." I'm going to kill that son of a bitch!".

" you know what Damon it's fine".

" NO ITS NOT FINE HE RAPED YOU AND YOUR JUST NOW TELLING ME".

" Damon what do you care I just caught you sleeping with someone".

" it doesn't matter ok she doesn't matter. And what do you mean what do I care you are the mother of my child".

" I can't take this anymore have fun with your new whore". and with that I got in my car and drove off with Damon yelling my name.

As I return home I just. I don't know I just loose it I was throwing stuff smashing things dad had to wrap me in his arms while I was screaming in agony. In pain emotionally and physically." Shh bel, calm down, your okay". Dad tried soothing me but it didn't work I was still crying screaming and that triggered Michael and he started to cry and mom had to go get him.

10 minuets later
I calmed down a little bit not all the way. I was taking a bath just laying in the tub I grabbed a razor blade. It's best if you end it all I thought in my head. I wasn't thinking clearly I couldn't think straight. I couldn't all the stress and pain I was going through I couldn't deal with it especially not at 17. So I slit my wrist." Ahh!". I wince, and I slit my other one wincing again. I was starting to get drowsy and lightheaded." I love you Michael". I whisper as darkness consumes me....

Hey guys I just wanted to let you know if anyone one is going through this please, please help them. No one deserves to go through this.