Two things. One, this thing is almost over, just so y'know. Two, I JUST READ THIS BOOK(an actual book, not a wattpad book) CALLED Been Here All Along AND IT WAS SOOOOO GOOOOD! I just finished it today and I'm debating on starting it again today too XD I WANT TO CRY BECAUSE ITS GONNNNEEE D:
Anyway, back to this trash of a fanfic
Y/n POV
Jaaack!💚
Please believe me
I would never hurt you! I can't even think about giving you pain!
Y/n please
Those three messages made me want to cry. I wanted you him to wrap his arms around me in comfort. I wanted to be with him. But of course fear took over my life and took me away from Jack. How could he still like me?
I have upset him, cause him stress, anger, sadness. What did I do to ever deserve him? Why does he have to be so goddamn perfect to the point where his perfection shining over my fear and makes me want to go towards him.
"Y/n? Hellooo?" Carter speaks.
"Oh, yeah, you were saying something?" I whip my head up from my phone.
"I was telling you that Mia and I had some kinda moment last night!" Carter groans, falling back on his bed.
"Sorry" I apologize from my place on Elijah's made bed.
"We were just sitting there, staring at each other. Why? I have no idea but it was kinda awkward. But she leaned in a bit!" Carter bolts up from the bed with a grin, causing my smile.
"Make a move already," I groan "I'm getting tired of you freaking out over the smallest things"
"Okay, I admit, I do freak out over small things with her but that was not small!"
"I made my move on Jack, whether it was myself or my wants taking over. Look what happened" I shrug with a smile.
"Yeah, you broke up with him. So I shouldn't make a move?" Carter raises an eyebrow.
"Thats not the part I was talking about" I roll my eyes.
"Well its how it ended"
"Might continue again though" I smile, not even realizing what I just said. Was I going to go back to him?
"Really?!" Carter asks excitedly.
"I guess" I smile, staring down at my hands.
"You should call him and tell him how much you love him!"
"Yeah, no" I laugh.
"What, why?"
"Not with you in here. Are you crazy?"
"Why can't I listen?" Carter whines.
I raise an eye brown at him.
"I wont make noises this time!" Carter laughs. Every time I'm on the phone with him in the room, he moans. Loudly.
"I don't trust it" I laugh, folding my arms.
"I swear!"
"Why do you wanna hear so badly?"
"Cause you're my best friend and I'm nosy" Carter smiles innocently.
"Nope" I shake my head.
"What?!" He wines, throwing his head back.
"No" I smile amusedly at him.
"Please!"
"I haven't even decided if I will yet" I laugh.
"Do it!" Carter demands "Do it, do it, do it!" He chants.
"No, no, no" I chant back.
"Just do it!" Carter imitates.
"Just do it later" I correct with a smirk.
"C'mon Y/n, just do it already!" Carter goes back to whining "You know you wanna" He smirks.
I stare at him for a moment, thinking. I wanted to call him, I really did. But fear that it would be a repeat of Noah kept me from doing so. But Mark reassured me Jack would never do such a thing. He was really upset about Noah. But if I could trust Mark, I could trust Jack.(I wasn't paying attention while writing that sentence and typed "I can trust Noah." Um, NO BISH YOU CAN'T)
I sigh, unlocking my phone. Carter falls back, throwing his fists in the air in victory. I chuckle at my friend while my thumb hovers over the call button. I hesitate for a bit but decided its now or never when my thumb crashes onto the screen. It only rings once before be picks up.
"Y/n, thank God!" Jack sighs happily.
"Hey" I mumble.
Carter mouths "Put it on speaker" with a huge grin. I roll my eyes, doing as he says, setting the phone on the bed next to me.
"So, uh," I run a hand through my hair "I-I'm sorry"
"About what?" Jack asks.
"Breaking up with you. Over such a stupid reason too-" I began getting frustrated with myself before Jack cut me off.
"Its not a stupid reason, Y/n. You were scared, I get that, but just know I would never dare to cause you pain" Jack speaks.
"Thanks. Sorry again" I smile softly.
"There's nothing to be sorry about" Jack speaks.
"So" I sigh "How about we try this again? And this time I'll leave the fear out of it"
Carter begins bouncing on his bed in excitement.
"Absolutely" Jack chuckles.
"Yes! Finally!" Carter yells happily.
Jack bursts out laughing, me soon joining.
Lets hope I never lose that laugh again.
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