Black Rose Red Blood (Completed)

chapter 12 - questions

(WARNING ⚠ - this chapter has signs off  rape and depression, if easily triggered by this than please skip the chapter there will be a short catch up for the next chapter please no hate and sorry this has taken so long to update I have been busy but I'm back now and I'm ready to write!)

Chars P.O.V

Sitting here I feel the pressure building in the air. Please ask me the question…

I turn my attention to Tyrone who's eyes are like saucepans, the tension continued to build as my thoughts subsided to the darkest of dark Tyrones voice brought me back to reality.

"why?" his voice cracked as he looked at me

I took a deep breath before replying
"why?" my blood boiled, "why!  Because I want revenge!!"  I shouted slamming my hands down on the table.

Everyone jumped at my sudden anger.  I felt as if everything I wanted to say,  all my anger, fear, and sadness was finally able to breath.

"I'm sick off this"  I said falling onto the sofa.

"sick off what?" he looked at me his eyes boring into my soul and capturing my heart that had fallen from stone to grace.

But realisation hit "nothing!"  I said standing up.

"Boss!"  max yelped his voice scared and sound bound.

I jumped up running into the room I saw Luke stumbling around holding onto max's arms. "times up princess" his voice shrieked through my head.

I turned around and his eyes stared into my soul, "Cody" my heart sank. I knew what he ment but I couldnt go back there.

_*_*_*_*_  flashback _*_*_*_*_

"I don't want this! go away!!!" I yelled at him my hands trembling I was eleven and he thought he could treat me like this! 

"awe come on sweetie it's only a room and a house" his hand brushed  against my face, as a small boy appeared.

"daddy" he whispered "who's this?" 

"this young lad is Charlotte … she's Benjamins daughter" he said and I cowered away into the corner of the room.

I looked around trying to find an exit but all I found was 'my room', the room was small and dirty. The walls were pealing, they were covered in black soot. The floors were bare concrete with stains covering every surface. The door was a metal, thick, silver door that can keep lions at rest. My 'bed' was a mattress on the floor with cream sheets that haven't been washed for days. My heart ached for my mum or a familiar face. The windows bared up and there is no wardrobe. There's a bathroom through a door with a filthy tub and sink.

No one has lived here for days I thought… looks like this is my new home.

_---_---_--- four years later _---_---_---

I sat there now fifteen years old, Cody walked in and slammed a contract down on the desk. I read it and signed for my freedom. Little did he know I was pregnant only three weeks but it was his child I was going to run off with the kid and leave.

Before I reached the airport. The world was encased in black as my body hit the cold floor I knew I was going to die, but not without a fight.

I lost my baby girl that day and I never wanted to see Cody Blackstone ever again.

-*-*-*-* end of flash back _*-*__*_

"char!"  I snapped back to reality wiping a tear from my cheek. 

"what we're you doing gourguse" Cody ran his hand across my face.

"dont listen to Him! Char ignore hi-" Max screamed as a knife was dug into his leg.

"stop!"  I yelled at Cody and he smirked.

"were you thinking about sweet little Jessica."  he smiled and walked around me.

"please Cody don't" I begged my body becoming weak.

"she's better off now"  I shook my head.

"Cody stop!" My voice cracked.

"she's with a better family char you know that right" his voice begun to be laced with posin and anger.

"stop!" I yelled fighting tears I balled my hands into fists as I fought back my rage.

"She was my daughter to!! And you wanted to run off!" I lost it, I pushed him away.

"NO!  You!  Raped!  Me!"  I pushed him untill he fell over "you used me against my own will and I begged for you to stop! But you didn't!!!!"  I threw my hands up in to the air. "now get the hell out of my house!" 

With that they left. I felt dizzy. Alone. The world begun to spin. Round and round.  I fell. I crashed. I shut down.

Tears flooded out of my eyes as alarm wrapped around my waist. I look up through my glossy eyes to come face to face with Tyrone.

Realisation struck he's been there the whole time, he heared everything. I'm broken and bottling it up inside didn't help.

It's time to get revenge. I stood up and took a deep breath. " everyone out! " With that I turned on my heels and slammed my doors shut. I fell onto my bed and cried untill my stomach hurt.

I broke that day more than I ever could, my heart shattered, my soul ripped from my body. It's time for revenge and I'm ready to take action. So watch out Cody Blackstone I'm gonna get you.