chapter 19- you can't cheat death.... right?

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Charlotte's P.O.V

9 months later

I stood up making my way downstairs. The world went blank as I walked through the halls. I went light headed and began to walk into the walls. Dragging my hand across the wall to try and balance myself, yet as I met the end off the hall the world went black as I hit my head onto the wall I slide my back down it as I fell into a deep slumber.

Tyrones P.O.V

I heard banging coming from the hallway as I made my way down it I saw her  laying there it worked. Yet a pang of guilt crossed my face.

Earlier this morning

"Baby I'm going to get a drink"  she mummbled standing up.

"No I will get it" I smirked running towards the kitchen and grabbed a glass of juice. I slowly picked up the tablet and slipped it in. "I'm sorry Char" a tear slipped down my face and walked back towards her. "Here princess" is aid with some smile.

"Thanks" with that she downed it in one.

Now

I picked up her small frame and held her tight. "I am so sorry" I muttered. As I placed her over my shoulder she mummbled. Something.

We walks out of the house and placed her in a car. I sat in the front seat and began to drive towards the hospital shaking my head. She wouldn't do this any other way.

As I arrived the doctor came over an took her to a room.

A week earlier

Charlotte's P.O.V

Tears fell as he was silent. "W-what" I begged he was lying and instead I looked over to Tyrone as I gripped his hand. "Baby it's fine it's not what he says" I begged to him.

"Did you not funking hear him!?" He yelled looking like life was lost. "Can can she recover"

As him and the doctor spoke I didn't listen I was looking at Tyrones face. Memorising everything. His eyes a stormy grey clouded over in a blue-black full of sadness and guilt. His lips a pale pink as he's cheeks were a tear stained red. His rough hands held mine so delicately as he stroked his thumb back and forth on top of my hand in and caring manner. His black hair tossed every where in a distressed manner.

I don't care if I live or die I just want my boyfriend my daughter and my unborn baby alive. Together. With me. Or... with out me.

"Char did you hear that!" Tyrone shook my shoulders. "There's a operation it can save you!" He smiled tears of joy trickling down his face.

"What are the odds. " I turn to the doctor.

"40% chance you will live with no injuries to you or your baby. 30% chance your baby or yourself is injured. 10% chance of a miscarriage and 20% chance of you passing away."

I nodded. I'm lost do I risk my babies life to save my own. If i don't we both will pass. If I do we will both live hopefully. What do I do. I look towards Tyrone with tears in my eyes.

When we reached home max ran in towards me. "Char what- what's the news?"

I half-smiled. "pneumothorax"

"Pneumo- a what?" He was confused.

"My ribs are weakening and shattering into my lungs. There is a operation but I could lose my baby" I self consciously placed my hands onto my belly. "I- I just need my baby to live. I have four months and my baby - is Born in two." I turned to Tyrone. "Love him or her with your heart. Please baby."

He grasped my hand "of course and I will care for you!" He began to Cry.

I looked at max who spoke up "w-why you?"

" I- it's genetic-- no no what if my baby has it or my pumpkin. It is my fault." I collapsed to the floor in tears.

Now

Tyrone P.O.V

She's still in theater please be okay please. She's my whole world my everything I wanna marry her and love her and watch our kids grow together.

Fuck the bet. Fuck handing her over. Fuck everything. I need her. Please live baby please. I cradel jess into my chest holding her tight I began to soothe her as best I could.

"Is mummy scared?" Jessica pleaded.

"Scared of what baby" I smiled

"Dying" she replied bluntly.

I remember back when me and Charlotte were on our first date. I brushed a hair behind her ear. "Ask me anything"

"Are you afraid?" I turned to look into her brown eyes.

"Afraid of what?" I raised a eyebrow.

"Dying. Are you afraid of dying." She smiled looking up at the stars.

"Leaving everyone I love behind just to be placed into darkness. Yer I'm afraid." I sighed looking up at the stars.

"I'm not." She blurted out "if I had two months left to live I would spend it with the ones I love with every second but first I would experience everything I could. See how long I can hold my breath under water  or jump out a plane. But importantly I would spend it with the one I'm loved by and the one I love because that's what we are ment to be placed on the earth to do as we please and love life to the fullest because when I die I know I left a legacy behind along with some great memories. So no I'm not I have never been afraid." She smiled.

"No baby. No one should be afraid to die." Just than the doctor walk over with a sour face.

"Mrs Brooks family?" We nodded. "She's out of theater but...."

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