Black Rose Red Blood (Completed)

Chapter 20- close your eyes

( dedicated to ShawnMFan_x ❤❤)

Tyrones P.O.V

Dear Tyrone.

I'm afraid my aim is out of sight and when I need you... you wasn't there but your hear now and I need you through my problems. I know I didn't do the operation as I didn't want to loose my baby boy. I think we should call him CJ or Callum-James but CJ for short.

I may no longer be breathing or be alive but I wanted you to know how much I love you. You took my heart and held it towards your chest. You protected me and our children so please continue protecting them. Otherwise I will haunt you.

You are so much more than what people thought of you. You were all kinds of amazing and you were mine. Sadly taking my life away may hurt you but please remain strong for me and your babies. As my favourite song proclaims 'you were the shadow to my light " and it's true your the one that made me laugh smile cry and worst you made me love. I forgot how that felt but I knew something attracked me to you the day we were still the race. Your eyes and the way you made my blood run cold just with a touch you would cast goose bumps up my arms and your voice would send shivers down my spine yet with each thing it drew me towards you making me realise how to love and hold emotions.

I'm not saying "don't move on" I want my babies to grow up with a mother figure and I need you to fufill that. Go forth and find love again just don't forget you. Don't cry for me as you must remember I'm not afraid to pass away as I have completed my life. I brought two babies into this world. I fell in love and I fufilled destiny now it's your turn.

Close your eyes and remember what eek went through. Once you open them I won't be there but I will in spirt. Sometimes the memory will fade and that's fine all you must do is smile and let it go. As long as you remember these words.

'Go forth and fufill your destiny. Look after our babies and hold them with your life. Because I'm not there in person but I am in spirit. And I love you and I will for as long as my heart beats and my memory hold you there.'

With this I say one final goodbye look inside the wardrobe for a box of black letters. Hand them out and let everyone know my will is in there.

I love you so much don't forget how special you are.

Love.
Charlotte Cecilea Maria Brooks.

A tear trembled down my face as I held her hand and squeezed it gently. "Just wake up" I whispered. "I need you" everything built up.

Her heart was weak and she was loosing a lot of patients trying to hold on. She was. Is someone special and I can't allow her to leave me like this. She's my world my Kingdom.

I need her and when she wakes up I want to be here. I will hold her and cry with her listening to her calling me stupid and dumb for putting her through this but I can't loose her. She's my world and I need her. So do her children who's loosing hope and faith inside with themselves. She's my queen my Kingdom my baby. The way she rolled her eyes with a smile. When I shut my eyes she's there and things get better with her. I can't live without her she is supposed to be there with me when we get married when our daughter and son grows up I can't loose her.

Please I remember what you wore on our first date. When she came in my life her cocky attitude set her aside from every other girl. Her smile her life just out her in the extrodanary category because she is. And I love her for that.
Please wake up Char.

Tears hammered down my face as I kissed her cold blue lips. She's so cold. Wake up god dam it char.

I turned to leave the room.

"Wake up baby I can't stand you like this everyone misses you please" I spun round as I punched the wall I heard a fate chuckle. I ran to her side and hugged her tight.

"I love you" I mumbled into her hair kissing her head.

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Roxy (yes that's my name 😂🌹❤)