Her. - Wolf love story

Chapter 16

I woke up Saturday morning with the biggest migraine ever. I didn't know if what was all the wine, or all the crying , or not sleeping. My body did not want to get out of this bed, the only thing i want to do is sleep the rest of the day. My mind wouldn't let go the conversation i had with Rosa. I was dreaming of a whole bunch of scenarios that would happen on my first shift. I did'nt know where i was supposed to go should i shift here?, the woods ? cemetery? just so many different things, feelings, thoughts.

 Then anger filled me when i thought of my parents. How they feared the beast that i really was. I am there only child and you would think i would be getting a little more support from them versus our maid however I'm not complaining at least ill have someone by my side. But what if i turn and hurt Rosa? Then my anger subsided and i was feeling fearful again. I rolled over to face out side of my balcony and then i remembered about that howl i heard last night. It was so strong and powerful and so close. 

I thought to myself that if i were going to do this with some one i care for i needed to find out some research about exactly what it is I truly was. Am i going to turn into those creepy werewolves like in underworld? or will i just be a small wolf? will i be angry ? Again with the thousand of questions and no answers. I tried to Google somethings on my phone but it wasen't really giving me any answers i really needed. Just a whole bunch of ads asking if there is a wolf problem, pictures of what they look like. But not really giving me any info. So then i typed in werewolves and of course movies and TV shows pop up.  Still not really giving me the origin's for anything. I now knew if i wanted to get actual facts i knew where i needed to go.

Walt's book store.

I remember when i was looking for information on my research paper i walked past a historical fiction and non fiction isle. Something has to be there. I jumped out of bed quicker than lightning head still throbbing but i popped to advil and took the last sips of the wine from last night. Best cure for a hangover is to just re consume what you got drunk on. I ran to my closet and pulled out a white tee shirt and some skinny jeans with my white flats. I layed my outfit on my messy bed and hoped in the shower.

Once i was done getting completely ready I grabbed my cell phone and charger threw everything in my messenger bag. I double checked to make sure my pen and notepads were still in their. After my checklist was complete, I ran downstairs to make a quick bagel before leaving. I went down the hall and into the foyer making my way to the kitchen. It smells delicious but i knew i needed to get on my way.  I walked past the family room seeing for the first time in i can't even remember how long both of my parents at the table enjoying breakfast. I don't even acknowledge them.

I kept my way toward the fridge grabbed a bagel and cream cheese. When i put my bagel into the toaster I turned to close the fridge but when i turned back around again my father was standing but a few feet away from me re filling his coffee. His stern hazel eyes looked up to mine. 

"Good morning Jordyn."

"Morning dad"

"Where are you off to this morning ? I cant remember a day you were up this early?"

What does he mean early it's not early, i turned my head to the kitchen wall and sure enough it wasn't even a quarter to 9:00 yet.

"I didn't even realize what time it was"

" so where are you off to?"

"I'm going to the book store in town, i need to finish up my research paper"  okay half way lie. But what does it matter to him where im going anyway?

 "..Ah very good well hope the research goes well for ya"

Wow..He actually hesitated. I don't know if he was just this curious and happy in the morning or if he was shocked that im doing work and not doing mischief.