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{jungkooks pov!}

what do i do? what do i do? what do i do?
just the other day the guy i've pretty much fell head over heels for at first told me he was all about me.
how do i react?
what if he's just teasing me?
what if he just wanted to see my reaction?
i can't face him again, he doesn't actually want me. who could want someone like me.
If i don't talk to him or see him again, my feelings will go away.
I can't get involved with someone again, everyone just leaves and i don't him to leave.

[taetae is typing...]
[taetae sent you a message!]

should i open it?

3:17pm | taetae: kookie, you okay?
opened

i can't reply, i'm not okay

[taetae is typing...]
[taetae sent you a message!]

3:20pm | taetae: please reply to me

opened

[taetae is typing...]
[taetae sent you a message!]

3:25pm | taetae: please, i need you, don't
let my confession be the end of our friendship

3:30pm | kookie: i need you too tae, but i'll just get hurt, i'm sorry.

flashback

"i'm all about you kookie"
"what?"
i couldn't believe what i just heard.
tae liked me back.
well so he said.
every single emotion was running through me, the biggest being fear.
yes, i could just about sit here and say i was in love with this guy, but i was left, i was treated like nothing.
he'll do the same.
i can't go back to that.
"jungkook! hello?" tae said while waving his hand in my face.
i just stared.
ican't.
"i-i-i'm sorry," was my last reply before i ran out of the coffee shop.

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