snapchat | taekook

25.

{jungkook's pov!}

'alright jungkook you can do it'
'just explain how being this way isn't a choice'
'explain how you and tae are happy together'

all of these thoughts kept ringing inside my mind as i stared at the front wooden door to taehyung's house. what if his mom is more understanding then i believe she is? but then what if she isn't and she starts condemning me to hell.

'here goes nothing..again'

ding dong

"juwon! what a pleasure to see you again, come in come in! i'll call tae down. he's been a little more cheery since you've visited," his mother exclaims
"ah, actually ms. kim i came here to talk to you," i shyly reply
"me? is something wrong juwon, come in, lets talk in the living room"

'breathe jungkook breathe'

"juwon? hello?" the voice snaps me out of my thoughts
"sorry, i zoned out," his mom just nods in response anticipating my next few words

"to start ms. kim, i feel like i owe it to you to come clean and tell you i'm not juwon," i started as i stared at her. slowly her face turned to a confused expression
"by that, i mean i'm jungkook.." i trail off

and i promise i have never seen anyone's facial expressions turn into disgust that quick

"and what are you doing at this house," she says with an unfamiliar tone, "you're unwelcomed here"
"you can kick me out all you want, but let me say what i have to say first," i say with a harsh tone back
"proceed"

i take a deep breath and begin. once i start i quickly find myself unable to stop and i just continue to go on a long tangent

"i love your son. he doesn't know that yet, but i truly do," i say as i continue, "and i know you believe our relationship is a choice, but it isn't. i'm not mad at you, i truly believe you just don't understand. but tae was happy when he was free to show who he loved and everyone accepts him but his own mother who threatened to kick him out of his own home when you know he doesn't have the funds to get his own place. keeping him away from me just hurts him and ruins is idea of love, don't do that to your son. you don't have to support us, you don't have to understand, but no matter how you see it, just let your son be who he wants," i finish staring down at the grown, unable to look his mother in the eye

after what feels like an eternity his mother sighs and retorts a simple, "i see"

in my mind i'm thinking, really? that's all? do you not care about tae at all. he'd be better off living this place and living with me

that's when an idea struck me

i gather the courage to finally look up at his mother and utter one simple question, "do you not care about your only sons happiness?"

miss kim just stares at me with little to no expression written over her face. she begins to stand up and calmly exit the room we were in

'great jungkook good job you messed it up even more'