Cherry Blossom

SIX🌸

Ashton's POV
I woke up beside Vicky and stared at her. The way her chest rises and falls. The way her lips curl up in her sleep. The way her hair falls  around her. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't see her as I used to. I used to see her as a goddess. Like God made her just for me. Now she is just beautiful Vicky. My thoughts then shifted to Cherry. Now there's an angel. Her curly blonde hair. Her velvet colored eyes. Her cute button nose. I don't understand how I felt so differently towards Vicky all of a sudden. It scares me how your feelings toward someone can change so quickly. And your thoughts change from one person to another. Thinking of Cherry, feels magical. Thinking of Vicky, is just totally different. I get up, making sure not to wake Vicky up. I have to stop this infatuation toward another girl. I promised my girl forever. I need to keep that promise. Or what kind of guy am I?
Pacing around the living room, I felt more and more frustrated with myself. Why can't I see Vicky how I've always saw her before? Why does some girl have to change things? I throw sweats on and go outside. Breathing in the crisp air. Maybe a walk can help me. I start down the street of the neighborhood. Earning some hellos and good mornings from people as I pass by.
*The hospital isn't far. Maybe I can quickly see Cherry.* I thought. I sigh in frustration. God, why am I suddenly like this? Then I saw it. The hospital. Walking down the same street, heading toward the place keeping the girl I saved just the other day. The girl that is makin me mentally battle my thoughts. No matter how badly I wanted to stop, and turn around I couldn't. I kept going.
Not even five minutes until I got to the door. I stopped, hesitantly reaching for the door.
*Just do it man.* My thoughts urge. This was gonna bite me in the ass later but I open the door and ask for Cherry. God, I'm totally pathetic.