lapidot fanfiction: do you love me?

The party

Lapis POV

what the fuck happend to her I only remember she was crying and her eyepatch.. Nevermind but she had fucking wolf eyes and ears, it was cute and her teeth was sharp as knives. But i Don't care anymore I got Jasper again and she invited me to a party. In the way I saw Peridot walking she looked at her phone while walking. I took up my cigarette pack and fired one cigarette. She looked up but this time she came towards me, she looked sad but yet angry. She stopped and gave me a paper I had no idea what to do so I took it when I looked up she was gone. Then a voice came from behind" Lapis are you coming or what?" It was Jasper "y-yeah" "ok but hurry up it starts earlier" I walked with her home and from behind stood peridot she looked more sad than I have ever seen her. " Jasper one question did you invite the nerd" "yes I did " "but promise me you won't do anything stupid or else" I gave a little serious face, " ok ok nothing stupid" she shakes her hands and smiled. When we were home I took my top and short jeans plus my black jacket. Jasper came out from the bathroom "you ready to go madam" she smirked "yeah sure whatever" we walked to her Ferrari and she drove us to the party, we arrived at the party it was a destroyed house or something. I looked around to see if I recognised someone and I did it was Peridot she looked different now.. more serious, I want to talk with her again but never mind. I grabbed one beer at the bar and headed to the beach. In the way I saw peridot again but she looked idk more down, she walked to her car and drove off. I can't.. I felt my heart crack a bit and that hurts. But her hearts must be more cracked than mine... some minutes later jasper and me had already left the party and headed to school once again . I said goodbye and started go to my house, I locked my dorm and saw nothing. Only my stuff, it felt so empty even when I'm with jasper . I-i miss peri but sometimes you have to go on, I fell asleep on my bed and dreamed something a huge gem I think and a small gem. I was all over my body blue and I had a nice dress. The huge came towards me and reached her hand, I looked up and saw a face. She looked like a clone of jasper but like a Cheeto puff more hehe. And the small one looked more destroyed, she had green huge glasses and her gem looked like I and peridot bought  to each other. I walked over to the small gem and she looked up her smile was gone and unhappy only only destroyed, she mumbled words and walked away. I looked over at jasper she was well happy, and I was idk kinda unhappy. I walked how the small walked then disappeared like the sand, but for some reason I felt my eyes watering. It wouldn't stop running water from my eyes... then a word disappear from my mouth. " I'm sorry" ... —- "Peridot!!" I woke up by the dream.. I painted and I looked over at the other side of the room there was jasper, I fell asleep again..