•Where Jungkook's secret keeps Taehyung trapped in a perfect world far away from the reality outside.•
["Don't ever leave my side"went through his ears.
It wasn't like an order more like a pitiful plead]
{Due to school work I hope to update at least...
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• (912 words)
"You have to leave him, he is weird and probably dangerous too, you have to break-up with him"
Taehyung tries to understand, he's been having numerous nightmares related to the pink-haired boy, almost like he is reviving old memories.
But the person on those dreams isn't his real self, is it?
And why does he feel so confused all of a sudden.
After the incident he woke up on a crying Jungkook's embrace.
Tears were running down the younger's cheeks uncontrollably while he whispered apologetic words and sweet nothings to him.
He had never been such a mess before, not even that time he tried to take a morning walk and ended up between the teary raven-head's arms.
This time Jungkook was full sobbing and crying like there was no tomorrow while he kept on saying sorry for some unknown reason.
—Look at me—Taehyung pleaded taking both of his lover's cheeks on his hands—Look at me, I said—he ordered—I'm okay.
But Jungkook knew he was not, Jungkook knew way more about the situation than what he hoped the eldest would ever know.
That's why he was crying, he couldn't help but being scared, scared of losing their own little world, scared of losing their story, scared of losing Taehyung.
—Let's go to Busan—he said suddenly startling the older boy—I-I'll take you to Busan.
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Taehyung is currently finishing packing his suitcase while humming a song he heard some days ago on the radio.
He is happy.
How couldn't he?
They are going on a trip together, almost one year later they are going to go out together.
He can't wait to feel the late spring breeze caressing his skin, it'll probably be kind of warm and maybe it'll have that light flowery scent he used to love so much.
His body floods with excitement when he hears his boyfriend calling out for him downstairs and he rushes down, suitcase in hand, with the biggest smile you would ever see.
He puts down everything and presses a cast kiss on the raven-head's lips wrapping his arms around the other's neck and letting the latter embrace his waist to keep him in place.
—Guess who's on a good mood today?—the younger boy singsongs with a grin plastered on his face.
—Both—Taehyung answers—but I'm happy because you make me immensely happy, what about you? What's your excuse?
—Hmm...—starts Jungkook in fake thought— I'm happy because you are my source of happiness and if you are then I am too.
—Cheesy—whispers the silver-haired boy pressing another kiss onto the other's lips.
—"Cheesy"—he mocks smiling over Taehyung's plump lips—Says the one who said I make him immensely happy—and their mouths find one another again.
—Well, you actually do—the older boy giggles rubbing their noses together.
—You do too.
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Jungkook knows it is risky to take Taehyung to Busan, he haven't had enough time to prepare everything they need so he has no choice but to keep his boyfriend near.
As long as he doesn't leave his sight everything will be okay.
But Taehyung curious nature starts playing against his plans.
The silver-haired boy begins to wonder why there's no people outside.
That's probably the first thing that catches his attention when he steps through the wooden door.
The neighborhood is completely silent and there's no sign of kids, parents, couples, no sign of any human being at all.
It's true that Jungkook tries to distract him with some trivial conversation, either way the thoughts don't want to leave his mind.
The drive isn't any better and at some point Taehyung starts getting dizzy and anxious, especially anxious.
—I think I'm getting sick—he says—I'm getting really dizzy and, you may not believe this, but I'm unable to read anything, is like the letters keep dancing around and I just...
Jungkook tenses up and clears his throat before speaking.
—You should get some sleep, maybe you were too excited and didn't get a good night rest.
Sadly the grey-haired boy can't do that because everytime he closes his eyes that mysterious pink-haired guy appears in front of him.
Sometimes the dream itself is not bad, but the feeling that lingers on his heart afterwards, like he is empty, it's so upsetting.
He's never felt empty around Jungkook before, the boy always filled him completely and suddenly he feels that half of his soul is missing somewhere.
—You know? I've been having these weird dreams ever since that day.
It's just a comment that leaves his lips as he leans against the window deciding to get lost in his lover's gaze's reflection but he can't help but wonder once again when their eyes meet, why does he look so nervous and tense?
He once thought that wondering could do no harm.
He thought that their relationship was perfect and their trust was like an unbreakable wall that kept them secure and safe, together.
Always together.
If Taehyung tried to remember specific things about his past, before he met Jungkook, he probably wouldn't be able to do it.
He knows the career he pursued in college but he doesn't have any memory of his friends or his teachers.
Jungkook...
Only Jungkook...
Only Jungkook has a place on his mind...
But is this normal, is his mind suppose to be like this?
He can offer no answer.
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I'm actually thinking about writing a Yoonmin so I can feel happy writing about my two main BTS OTPs
