•Where Jungkook's secret keeps Taehyung trapped in a perfect world far away from the reality outside.•
["Don't ever leave my side"went through his ears.
It wasn't like an order more like a pitiful plead]
{Due to school work I hope to update at least...
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• (708 words)
"Tae... help... it hurts so... so bad...I...please...please"
Cold sweat runs down his spine slowly, Taehyung is shivering.
After one of the best days of his life a nightmare strikes again.
Is this how his life is going to be from now on? Nightmare after nightmare, he'll end up going insane.
The mere thought makes him want to puke.
Why did he dream something so disturbing?
The images in his head are the ones that only a psychopath would preserve, they are disgusting.
"And they'll keep coming, they'll keep getting worse" he feels the need to remind himself.
As for now he's been trying to ignore the headaches, the nightmares, the fact that everywhere is completely empty, he's been trying to make sense of the situation or don't give it any attention at all in the first place.
Nevertheless, it's impossible, it is just plain impossible.
Gosh! The only people he has seen so far, besides Jungkook, are the lady from the restaurant and the guy that gave them the keys, both of them so freaking mechanical and stereotypical that they couldn't leave any kind of impression on the elder.
He sighs trying to get somehow warmer cuddling with the younger boy.
Sadly, it's then when he realizes that Jungkook isn't on the bed either, hence why he is so cold.
"That might be the cause of everything" he thinks.
After all, his only source of comfort is gone.
Taehyung rolls over himself looking to the now empty spot noticing how there lies a handwritten note.
The silver haired recognizes the calligraphy immediately smiling when he takes the paper between his hands.
However the smile disappears as soon as he reads the content.
"I love you and everything I did, I did it for you, don't forget that regardless of what you hear.
Love you unconditionally, Jungkook"
And for some reason it sounds like a goodbye letter, it sounds as if they are not going to see each other ever again.
His biggest nightmare becoming a reality in a matter of seconds.
Tears start welling up on his brown eyes as he tries to calm his irregular breathing and once again the loud buzz installs itself on his head pounding non-stop.
That hurts.
"Taehyung... it hurts... Tae... help"
One by one loose phrases start mixing up on his mind, all speaking at the same time, completely replacing the previous buzz sound.
But that's not any better, as a matter of fact, it's worse.
He tries to stand up and walk away, escape, if needed, or at least find some help, the only fairly rational thought in his mind is the need to find someone, the need to find Jungkook.
"Jungkook won't help you get any better, Tae, you need to leave him, both of you will find happiness once you go through your own separate ways"
—Shut up—the silver haired yells bumping onto a wall that, as if it was some kind of sorcery, easily breaks down.
Everything seems to fade away, from the bedsheets to the walls but Taehyung is unable to sense it since his eyes are shut close as he adopts a fetal position laid down on the cold floor.
Hands covering his ears even if it has no use at all, knees drawn to his chest in an attempt of protecting himself from the only thing he can't be protected of.
His own mind.
"Just stop, you are going to end up hurting yourself"
Everything goes dark again.
A cold darkness that embrace his body strongly.
He is unable to think but he can feel the horror creeping from his toes to his head, passing through every corner of his body.
"Tae, don't cry, I'll always be here for you, there's no need to be scared"
The voices inside his head bring memories that he tries to block desperately, because it is not him.
"Look at yourself in the mirror, that's not the Taehyung I spent years with"
It's his face.
"You don't need that Jungkook guy, breaking up with him was one of the best decisions you've ever made"
But it's not him.
"Tae... Tae... please... Tae... I... please"
It's his name.
"I'm sorry... Jimin"
But it's not him.
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Very sadly I have to say this is just a fill-up chapter before the drama finally begins, I kinda thought everything was so nice until now but I needed to write nice things to make a progressive plot and not jump to the drama on the second chapter, from now on everything will be pretty confusing, just a friendly reminder :)
