High School//Ianthony

Chapter 43: I Keep Yelling But You Can't Hear Me

(A/N) NOTE: If you read this chapter slowly, it will have a better effect.

ANTHONY'S P.O.V.

"There's still so much that we haven't done yet and so much I haven't gotten the chance to tell you," I tell him, even though I know he won't respond. "If I knew this was gonna happen...I wouldn't have left the house. To think....this all happened because we wanted food," I let out a short laugh through my sobs. My arms cradled him. "You would've laughed at that. Your short, cute, happy laugh," I smile at the thought. "But you're not leaving anytime soon right...? You're going to stay with me.....because I love you. And..." I took a deep breath. "You've gone through so much. You got through it all. 'Cause you're my brave blue-eyed soldier," I push a stray hair out of his face, still smiling softly. "To go through all of that for nothing....that wouldn't make sense...the universe couldn't do that to you...right? Anyways........I called an ambulance. They should be here any moment. And you'll be fine, you told me yourself. Don't give up on me okay?" Silence. "Please...just say okay...it's all I need to hear." Nothing responds. My heart dropped. It feels like it stopped beating. I start to cry harder. "I need you....don't give up on me."

IAN'S P.O.V.

What.......where...am I? I look around me. There's a bright light shining on my left, while an immense darkness is on my right. I don't know why, but I can identify them as life and death. That's when I hear a voice. Anthony. He repeats my name over and over again. Then it stopped. "Anthony?" I call out to him. I look over at the bright light. Is that...me? And Anthony? He's holding me in his arms and slamming his head against the car. "Stop! Don't hurt yourself like that!" I try and tell him. To my luck, he does. I feel my feet slowly moving towards the darkness. Death. "No!" I stop myself. "There's still so much we haven't done yet," Anthony says. My eyes start to water. "If I knew this was gonna happen...I wouldn't have left the house. To think...this all happened because we wanted food," He let out a short laugh in between sobs. I laugh through the tears. "You would've laughed at that. Your short, cute, happy laugh," Anthony smiles. "I am laughing! I can hear you!" I yell out to him. But...he can't hear me. "Remember when...you thought you weren't good enough? And what I told you...its all true yet that's not even a fraction of how amazing you are. But you're not leaving anytime soon right...? You're going to stay with me...because I lov e you. And..." Anthony took a deep breath. "I love you too! I tried to tell you!" I called out to him. "You've gone through so much. You got through it all. 'Cause you're my brave blue-eyed soldier," He pushed a stray hair out of my other selve's face and smiling softly. I know even though he can't see me, I'm blushing and the tears are coming down faster. A mix of happiness and sadness. "To go through all of that for nothing...that wouldn't make sense...the universe couldn't do that to you...right? Anyways.........I called an ambulence. They should be here any moment. And you'll be fine, you told me yourself. Don't give up on me okay?" He says. "Of course I won't, Anthony! I'm coming, I promise!" I yell, hoping if I say it louder, he will be able to hear me. "Please...just say okay...it's all I need to hear," Anthony says. "Okay," I say. He starts to cry harder. "I need you...don't give up on me." "I won't give up! I'm going to get to you. No matter how easy or hard it is, I will find a way to you." That's when my feet started to move in the direction of the darkness once again. I can't stop it! I try my best to stop but I still can't. "I. Will. Get. To. You. Anthony."

(A/N) I feel like Satan. This literally made my eyes tear up. Don't judge me I'm emotional.