Thoughts

I put you through so much bullshit
I do that to everyone
And you hurt me
The entire time
But it felt good to hurt
Even though the pain was eating away at me
Piece by piece
Your beauty made me forget
That you had someone else
Even seeing you made the pain go away
Now I see all you write
You don't care about me
You still miss her
I know I was just a toy
But I loved you
I still do
I don't know why I feel this way
I thought I had moved on
But you started talking again
Making me
Laugh
Making me
Remember what we had
Making me
Think about the best night of my life
Our bond was strong
And now we're nothing
Barely friends
Why do you cut off connections like this
I miss you so much
It's been almost a year
And you won't get out of my head
GET OUT OF MY HEAD