Thoughts

Everything in my life is perfect
So why do I feel this way
I can't explain this feeling
I feel empty
But sadness rushes through my veins
I keep coming up with ridiculous excuses
To see you again
I feel alive when you're here
The adrenaline from our gentle sins
Keep me from losing my sense of reality
But there's much more then you
Who's causing me to lose
Who I am
For the longest time I didn't think
I had anything to hide
But I do
And you're one of them
I don't know if I love you
But I know that I need you
And I
Can't
Be alone right now